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2010-08-13T05:16:00.000-07:00

Last post.

2010-05-06T08:32:00.000-07:00

Ok , I moved . BUT !

I forgot the password.

=_=

Will be the last post .

May make it private.

Well ..private.

I DID HAD A PRIVATE BLOG !

But I lost its password.

YEAH RITE.

MOVING.

2010-04-28T19:06:00.001-07:00

Ok . I think I'm gonna move . YES . TRUE .

AND ,

I wont tell you my blog add =D

Unless I decided to , so if I dont tell you , dont come asking =D

I could made THIS private .

But argh , just drop it .

Migration.

2010-04-28T19:01:00.001-07:00

Seriously , I think its time to MOVE .
Do you think so ?

-ML-

The water tap is running .

2010-04-08T07:40:00.000-07:00

I DONT KNOW .

I dont want to be annoying ,

BUT I CANT HELP IT !!!!

Its so stressed ,

Everyone has someone ,

Only I dont have anyone ,

Not even a FRIEND.

How pathetic my life is ,

I dont know I am so desparate ,

Begging over here and there ,

Just for me to fit in ...

My life shoud be happy ,

NOT sad and desparate ...

WHY MUST I BE BORN ?????!

I dont want people to think I m annoying !!!!

Mood-less
-ML-

Insufficient Water.

2010-04-03T08:04:00.000-07:00

Yep .

STRESS.

STRESS.

I HATE .

Want to go camping , NO TENT PARTNER .

How 'popular' I am.

Want to do PJK homework .

The idiot teacher who doesnt ask us to pass up ?

Now my book is missing . ( Too long din do )

no sejarah project complete , No camp .

HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW ALL THE DETAILS WHEN NO ONE IS LENDING ME !!!

I FEEL LIKE BLAMING EVERYONE IN THE UNIVERSE !!

WHY THINGS DOESNT WORKsS. FOR . ME ?!

GLOOOM,
ML

By2 !!

2010-03-27T07:46:00.000-07:00

Third Album

Yumi Rawks in this 1 !!

Second Album

I dono! They look Identical .

First Album

Miko is more prettier.. a little bit here .

Daladaaadu

2010-03-25T09:13:00.000-07:00

THIS IS SO BORING .

I know when I am supposed to do my homework , 98% is = PLAYING COMPUTER .

yeah , true . Lazy Lazy Me .

Good thing teachers dont give so much homework .

Dont mention , BM . ==

Anyways , worrying bout projects now , Sejarah = Not yet ...

Geographi is coming O.O No........

And ...

What -ever .

Sometimes I keep thinking ,

Everything fabulous or lamous ( Lame ) with do ,

We end up all in 1 place .

DUH you know .

Tidak kira we are beggars ,

OR millionaire ,

We all end up in the same place .

You know ...

Ta-Ta.

MLssss

RAndom saying

Things evolve around us ,

Time going past us as fast as wind.

Things that happened ,

Coudnt be turned back ,

forever .

2010-03-21T06:59:00.001-07:00

Suddenly feel like wanna blog ,

Then dont feel like blogging ,

Close down the blog,

Also nobody tengkok saya punya blog .

Emo.

zzz

Lame .

Act cool now ,

Heh .

Following people's style of language .

No originality .

=(

Writing crap ?

Yeah , I actually dont wanna exposed my life on the internet ,

Too little privacy .

:/

Write in diary also sien.

SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN SIEN .

( means bored lah )

Chat wif people also chat until SIEN .

Tomorow is a school day~~

LAME .

SIEN .

BORED .

No gang to hang out wif .

Loads of homework and projects on me .

But LAZY LAZY LAZY ,

to do .

Lameness ,

ML

2010-03-21T06:55:00.000-07:00

My Tagboard has been rather empty -.-

就想赖着你

2010-03-11T17:39:00.000-08:00

当我听到这首歌时，
有着超舒服的feel呢~
当中还有一丝甜蜜的感觉。。

就想赖着你

有点拽
有点坏
你的style 很难猜
不太符合观众的期待

oh你生气
你耍赖
真性情无人替代
多么被你万种姿态

你看那北极的白雪皑皑
都竟已被你化开
奔流的没有阻碍
心情低当时为我赶走阴霾
疗愈了我的心痛
遗忘过去伤害

oh 女孩
喜欢你的花裙摆
甜蜜告白别见外
你的笑像春风滋养盆栽
只想黏着你一直爱

oh 女孩
喜欢你白雪皑皑
想和你一起看海
赖着你就像难搞的小孩
只想对你傻傻依赖

不偏不移
不疾不徐
爱神的箭穿起我你

寻寻觅觅
扑朔迷离
真爱原来就在这里

相偎相依
相知相惜
傻傻的就想赖着你

不要怀疑
真爱无敌

To everyone who has low self-esteem

2010-03-07T04:23:00.000-08:00

Everyone's unique .
How classic that word is,
You may think.

I try not to look down on myself ,
Although I have a short n stumpy body ,
Short sighted,
Terrible singing voice,
Hair which are not naturaly straight AND naturaly curled,
TALK WITHOUT THINKING,
Millions of bad habbits,
And blah-- you know,

Exams

2010-03-04T17:45:00.001-08:00

Obviously,
It wasnt a good day yesterday ._.
And now ..
Having some troubles in my mind ,
Cant have peace .

- ML -
The girl who always makes troubles for herself

Blogging Mood

2010-02-27T02:23:00.001-08:00

Friendship

Friendship is valuable ,
Its not an object ,
But sometimes some people treat it like that .

Friendship is not a SHIP ,
But maybe it is ,
It can come back to its harbour ,
And it can also lose its way and sail away.

Friendship is precious,
Some people treasure it ,
Unfortunately some does not .

Friendship can be long ,
But it also can be short ,
It depends , right ?

Friendship can be like apples ,
Some are sweet and good ones ,
But some may be rotten when u reach inside .

Friendship can end ,
But maybe its also a start of a new friendship,
You will never know if you dont let go.

Friendship is special,
You will never know who you will meet,
And you will never know who will hurt you.

Friendship can be distant ,
But it can be close,
It really depends on time .

Friendship goes the way you want ,
Although sometimes it overturns,
And dont go the way you want.

Friendship is made up of trust ,
If you dont trust the other one ,
How do you expect the other one to trust you ?

Friendship is fragile ,
It can break easily and get hurt ,
But you can put them back into pieces ,
But sometimes...things dont just change for you.

Maybe there's part 2 ,
I cant think anymore right now .
:)

-ML-

Link =__=

2010-02-27T02:22:00.000-08:00

I dont know , dont blame me for not linking u , I am just lazy...... lazy....lazy....

100th post.

2010-02-23T17:45:00.001-08:00

Revealing my entire life here starting from now,
I mean like .. bits n parts of my life revealing out ...
Ok , where should I start ?
Ohh....
Erm, Watching Autumn Concerto now when I am supposed to do Sejarah...
He.He.He .
=_="
But HEY , it seriously is INTERESTING !!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I know I know...
Exams are VIPs..
Very Idiot Papers...
But still ,
Ah never mind ,
Stops here .

-ML-

2010-02-19T21:04:00.000-08:00

Oh CRAPPY 
Exams soon ....
I haven’t studied yet actually..
Ahh ..from the world of Lazy students..
Come and join me :D
Kidding ,
Gotta study first..
DID I SAID STUDY ????
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Played Yahoo Games recently again.
Drawn : A Painted castle
It was interesting... but it ended already , too bad 
Green Moon
WTF ???
Dinner dash 2
Er.... okay , free leh !
I guess...study time is here...
-ML-

Fireworks

2010-02-18T02:19:00.000-08:00

The video was taken sideways , just turn ur head sideways =)

Sibu Day 2

2010-02-15T22:53:00.000-08:00

hm..now eating eating eating ( non stop eating ) junk food.

I think I cant fit in my pants later :X

Surfing the net...

LALALALA

Facebook Chat ( 12 )

Shocked.

All balik kampung liao lu..

Oh, now its 16..

Actually I dont know what to do ..

Roiworld - Sien

Facebook - what....

PS - I DUNNO , fishing also always get junk...

Msn- no one wants to CHAT.

==

-ML-

Happy birthday Amelia,

2010-02-11T17:56:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday girl :)

You look good ( after splashed )

I hope u dont get sick :O

Birthday wishes ,
-ML-

Valentines day.

2010-02-08T06:03:00.001-08:00

Valentines is in the air :)

Actually valentines is NOT EVEN written on the calender .

Its only a normal February 14 .

But ..

I guess it is QUITE important ?

For some people :)

LOL .

School is filled with valentines

Even Pet society is filled with valentines .

But whatever .. I just wanna say

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY

To all singles , couples , in relationship , parents , grandparents ,cats , dogs to everyone .

OBTW , CHINESE NEW YEAR :)

Back to homework D: ,

- ML -

I dunno what to say , again .

2010-02-08T05:56:00.000-08:00

:/

This is my mood nowadays .

:/

I dunno myself .

I have a lot of troubles .. but I dare not say it out .

I am not like Si Ven ,

who say her feelings out straight .

I am those who keep them to myself .

Seriously ~!

First week of February

2010-02-05T06:27:00.000-08:00

Wow .

Lol .

O.O.

OMG !

This week , I am sure I spoke these more than 5 times .

Cos the THINGS that happened this week made me say that.

First, Yi's brother !!

Second , TODAY .

3rd , private , private , private .

Lol ...today was the MOST INTERESTING GEO LESSON I EVER HAD.

Seriously !

its HISTORICAL .

Sadly , I cant sign in the 1 Fasih/09 blog to write this down . D:

I got muddled up with the password .

AWWWW.

I wanna say Happy Birthday to ..

1) My dad ( eat cake later leh ! But not secret recipe ..not really lookin forward )
2) LEE HOUNG aka SHEEP !!!
3) YX's mum ?
4)Yi vian's brother
5) An old classmate ?? ( not ALL my memory is gone )
6) And lots more out there :)

Older 1 year already !!! Grow taller , cutier , and HAWTer ! > Sheep

And WELCOME to this earth ! Enjoy urself in hell ( earth la ) :D> Yi's bro

Haih..u so old liao ...no nid grow up la > My BEEE♥ed daddy.

BYEBYE !!!

Lots of LOVE to everyone ,
ML

奢望

2010-01-29T05:52:00.000-08:00

喂。。亲爱的你。。还奢望什么？

事实都摆在眼前了，

他从来都没有当你存在过！

演戏，一直以来的伪装！

但是。。这是放不下的么？！

每次被伤害都不就是自己吗？

笨蛋！

也不知道，那么一点小小的事，

却造成了最大的伤害。。

孤单，

已经慢慢的，

成为了，

最好的朋友。。。

Random lah , if u dunno wth am I saying ,dont bother to know...

25-01-10

2010-01-25T07:00:00.000-08:00

Today .. hmm..

Elleny didnt came ..

Then ..

Yeah , watching Autumn Concerto !! <--- Episode 17

WAHHOOOOO!!!!!!!

I know people like those main characters most ,

Well , I like them AT FIRST ( when they havent coupled)

But then ..when they are together.. I move to those smaller characters ..

YOU KNOW .. ( if you watch Autumn Concerto)

花拓也 and that 痴心 ,

For no reason crazy bout these 2 people..

Actually I ;m not supposed to watch youtube .. :D

Its too ADDICTIVE mannnnnnnn :o:o:o:o:o:o

And BTW , that little boy of Mu Cheng's is TOOOO cute .

Watch it !!!

WOOOHOOOO!!

And it made me fell in love with a song --

叮当-我爱他

AHHHHH you all will know ...

Always on Radios

Bye BYE !!!

Its too exciting!!

Randomly random.

2010-01-23T22:02:00.000-08:00

AHHHHHH

1 week has passed by .

Lots and LOTS and LOTS of things to write in my diary ,

well not this 1 .

The book 1.

Anyways,

I still dont know how to change this stupid font.

I changed my blog layout as you can see .

Super OK to super PLAIN .

Now i guess I have to add ChatBox and all those stuff .

But I just found out I fell in Love with Simple Craziness.

24 January 2010 .

24 days has passed for this year .

But in this 24 days ,

Memories were STILL created .

Things STILL happened .

Diaries were STILL wrote.

Blogs were STILL updated from time to time .

Homework were STILL given .

I sometimes think life is so unfair .

Why does God gives human stress ?!

But well , thats something every human has .

Babies and toddlers also have stress ,

But I guess they dont know .

I have stress .

A LOT !!!

Well tats normal I guess ??

These days keep thinking of story writing ,

but thanks to my school and my " DEAR " tuition ,

I have no time .

Actually all my free time goes to computer.

And I am very slack .... :D.

The Penang dragon boat accident ,

AWHHHHH

These people are innocent !!!!

But still ,

accidents happen .

Like if you are walking under a durian tree ,

And that tree falls on you .

Accidents happen anytime .

So we should treasure our friends and families beside us .

When they are still on Earth ..

With thoughts ,

ML

Tagged by LydiAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

2010-01-13T07:09:00.000-08:00

THE EVER PART
Ever in love? : Maybe.
Ever heartbreak? : Sort of ..?!
Ever give up on loving? : Seriously ... not on stories though.
Ever been saved by a guy? : Not really ...
Ever been out with a guy? : My PA ?!
Ever fight with a guy? : That...ERM..that..
Ever love at first sight? : Maybe ?

THE CRY PART
Ever cried on a guy's shoulder? :Never .
Ever cried in front of a guy? : YEAH.
Did you cry in school before? : Uh huh..
Did you ignore the guy you like by purpose but cried later? : I didnt cried ?!
Ever cried on friend's shoulder? : Not yet.
Ever cried your heart out? : Routine ?

THE GUY PART
Ever hug a guy? : My dad.
Ever kiss a guy? : My dad.
Ever kiss a guy accidentally? : Never.
Ever love a guy for more than a year? :Maybe?
Ever cried in the school toilet cause of a guy? : Could you think of a better location??
Ever see the guy you like with another girl? : TOTALLY !!! Makes life exciting.
Ever hope you didn't know that guy that broke your heart? : I dunno bout that ,but ... i think all the other girls WOULD want to know that?

THE HAVE PART
Have you ever been on a plane? : YEAH
Have you eaten ice-cream? : Weird.
Have you ever dream of marrying your lover? : Not yet..
Have you been asked on a date before? : NO?
Have you been woo-ed by more than 1 guy at the same time? : How do I know ???
Have you ever been very close to one of your friends? : Yeah....lost in memories.
(Referring to the question above) Is it a guy? : no...

THE DO PART
Do you know how to surf? : Nah.
Do you know how to swim? : YEAH.
Do you believe in ghost? : ER...yes n no?
Do you know who is tagging you? : YEAH.
Do you hate that person who is tagging you? : Maybe?Sometimes ? But currently I love her?
Do you hate anybody before? : I hated EVERYBODY before.
Do you hate anybody now? :YES !!!!!!! I think ?
Do you play with soft toys? : Does sleeping with them counted ?

THE ARE SECTION
Are you happy? : Yes and No.
Are you sad? : I TOLD YOU JUST NOW ~!!!
Are you angry? : Not yet !
Are you tall? : Taller than those short ones but comparing , i am REALLY short.
Are you fat? :Sensitive question !!!
Are you pregnant? : Oh , I have a dozen , lol.
Are you in love? : ERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...
Are you confused? : Dunno leh

THE LOVE SECTION
Heartbroken before? : Maybe .
Love someone now? : Er ... ???
Will you die for the person you like? : Impossible for NOW ?
Will you give up everything for your love ones? : TOld ya honey .
Longest relationship? : Nah
Shortest relationship? : Havent started
Best relationship? : I TOLD YOU !!!
Worst relationship? : ....
Name of best guy you ever met? : I cant say , Nat will chase me !!!
Name of guy that you love now? : She will really chase me !!

I wanna tag ..

1) LYDIA , I mean its optional since u done it ...
2) HUI WEN
3) Kai Wen
4) Sze Ee
5)YI VIAN
6) ZL
7) NAT
8)YX ?
9)Farina ...
10) I wanna tag somemore but ..WHOEVER READS THIS , DO IT .

Avatar Theme Song

2010-01-10T00:07:00.001-08:00

Walking through a dream
　　I see you
　　My light in darkness breathing hope of new life
　　Now I live through you and you through me
　　Enchanting
　　I pray in my heart that this dream never ends
　　I see me through your eyes
　　Living through life flying high
　　Your life shines the way into paradise
　　So I offer my life as a sacrifice
　　I live through your love
　　You teach me how to see
　　All that's beautiful
　　My senses touch your word I never pictured
　　Now I give my hope to you
　　I surrender
　　I pray in my heart that this world never ends
　　I see me through your eyes
　　Living through life flying high
　　Your love shines the way into paradise
　　So I offer my life
　　I offer my love, for you
　　When my heart was never open
　　(and my spirit never free)
　　To the world that you have shown me
　　But my eyes could not devision
　　All the colours of love and of life ever more
　　Evermore
　　(I see me through your eyes)
　　I see me through your eyes
　　(Living through life flying high)
　　Flying high
　　Your love shines the way into paradise
　　So I offer my life as a sacrifice
　　And live through your love
　　And live through your life
　　I see you
　　I see you

New Year resolutions ?

2009-12-30T08:11:00.001-08:00

Er.... quite a lot ? But it doesnt SOUNDS like new year resolutions .. more to WISHES. But who cares.

1) slim slim slim !!!! 5 kg is perfect. Perfect enough for the dress . Maybe the arm's fat wont go .. or the pimples...but still its better to wear a DRESS rather than shorts to you own cousin's wedding ??? Resolution

2)Healthy ... i still want to live long ... and hope Everyone including the people I know ..my family . my friends .. my enemies.... This is WISH

3)Study enough up to my standard . I dont want my mum's voice breaking my eardrums ONCE again .

4)Dont be scared of socuts anymore !!!!! Dont be so useless !!!

5) Dont be so lazy .

6) Dont let my power lens go up again !!

7 ) Dont keep making enemies

8 ) Dont keep hating people

9 ) Dont be so timid and pretend like a DOUBLE face

10 ) OH did I said all those ? I dont think I can do leh ... lets go to sleep and think....

One more One more !!! Get the stupid pimple OFF !

Pet Society Story - Party

2009-12-27T18:39:00.001-08:00

Bunni3 is sleeping with a cucumber mask on , there's gonna be a party later ,and held in the house too .

After waking up , she goes to the bathroom to shower and make herself clean .

She puts on some makeup at her makeup table .

Her party outfit is just beside the makeup table.

It looked nice on her :D It was worth buying , for it was new in shops.

Bunni3 went to visit her friend , 2010 ( Yup ! Its her friend's name and its a boy! )

He wasnt there so Bunni3 left a message for him .

Meanwhile ,2010 was checking out the new clothes in the shop , he saw some glam suit and bought it , thinking it would be suitable to wear it to a party.

When he went home , he saw the message Bunni3 left for him .

He could use his new suit immediately !

Looking smart , he set off to go . But not forgetting to the florist first , and bought some lovely flowers for the girl.

She received the flowers and was sure happy !

2010 reached bunni3's house and they started off with a quick dance .

They were hungry afterwards and settled down for some food .

2010 : Hey , nice food there !
Bunni3 : ^^

Bunni3 : Ah...nice moon..and lovely stars....

2010: Yeah...but its late and I have to go home and sleep..so bye!! Thanks for inviting me ^-^

Bunni3: Oh dear ! Its really late ! Well..bb and come over next time ! ^-^

They then went to bed and sleep .

THE END .

New start off.

2009-12-23T07:52:00.000-08:00

I felt like it was a whole new day.

Previous days and weeks filled with mourning and sadness.

After my hair cut , I felt new.

It could be, I am happy today :)

Looking at the masses and masses of hair on the floor, I felt waves of happiness suddenly .

Not really , but at first view , I was like .. OMG . Did my hair dropped off my head ?

OK , my hair is still there.

And when I was like trying to tie my hair up , I was shocked to see my hair .

So thin .

But its not that short .

Its like ..less by 2 inches..

Ok .

QUITE short.

Fast Forward.

This year.

Hm..

Met lots of friends...

Some I met be4 but didnt took the heart to know them more...

Had some challenges ,

Learnt new things ?

Oh , and had the worst year end holiday :)

Hm... Christmas Eve tomorrow ...

Hope the remaining days wont be so teruk

:):)

Happy Christmas Eve

:)Smiles ,

ML .

New Moon readING.

Erm yeah

2009-12-22T06:40:00.001-08:00

Hearing Christmas Carols sang by my neighbors...

And today is winter solstice day ( tang yuen )..

Recalling last year's today ... I think ... we were collecting tang yuen's from Ah Ma :)

I made some too I remember..I wanted to make a diamond shape ? ( Actually like chocolate shape ) then ... I just know I pressed the sides with my thumb and my second finger...

I brought some home n insisted mum to cook them...cos it was the tang yuen I made . And...somehow..the shape was verrry weird and it tasted ... ??? ( I forgot )

Christmas .

2 more days ?

Yeah it must be ..its 22 Dismember today.. haih ... no tang yuen next year too..

Chinese tradition...

I wouldn't forgot last year's Christmas...at least 1 of the nites :D:D

I always like guests to come to my home... I guess I cant hide my show offy character :D

Then at last it was decided to be held in my grandma house...it is bigger ,still.

We had BBQ~ and they said dad's potato salad was nice~ and somemore want refill!

I woudnt forget the punch we made too :D

It was ... orange twister juice and ... mixed tropical fruit juice with strawberries and a little gin I think . YUM ! :D Not forgetting the frog's egg ( those kinda seeds you can put in water that looks like frog's egg ) too...

It was unforgettable.

But it was with Ah Gong when we celebrated Christmas last year.

Anyway , my dearrrr cousin sister is getting married next month :D:D

Finally ~~ getting married ~ haha ~

Haih ... I will be aunty once again i guess D:

To everybody : Sleep well!

Tata ,

ML.

This Holiday.

2009-12-20T06:46:00.000-08:00

Facebook : Chat ( 25 )

Msn : Available ( 8 )

On Holiday : Uncountable

I hate this holiday .

I mean like , yeah , I 'm the only child , every holiday I will go for holiday with my family in Malaysia or near Malaysia , always .And this Holiday , NO WHERE .

Yeah , like some people , doesnt even goes for holidays , thinks I should be grateful ..Not saying you Natalia .

But seriously .. this Holiday , let me recall .

Played computer first n second week , tutions stopped , went to a English 1 but also stopped .

The first 2 weeks motto : Just enjoy ur life cos YOU R GONNA SUFFER NEXT YEAR and wait 4 Bali .

The coming weeks : Going to Bali is a bleak now at Grandpa's condition. At his condition I didnt raised any high hopes .

The few days before Bali trip : Non stop drama .

The day of Bali trip : Tears cant stop , my grandfather passed away , even I could go , I coudnt go . Endless of Chinese bibles to read , praying ... tissues. ..sadness..

Now : Desperation , anger , bad mood , crazy , half a live , now whats wif my mum side ?

The only entertainment is my 2 GF's Nat and Lyd , at least ...

Haih , how can my holiday suck more ?

Doing nothing NO WORK everyday , just sit infront of TV and Computer , seriously ?

Communications all on internet ..

= (

Indeed , I wish to go to school now ... ( not at night la )

I got laods of inspiration by talking/chating to Nat and Lyd ..

I guess thats the only thing that can lessen my unhappiness .. ?

Wishful ,

ML

2009-12-06T22:31:00.000-08:00

Watching Hai Pai Tian Xin , Momo Love and Autumn Concerto at the same time .

And PS .

HAIHH with my grandparents condition ,surely cant make the trip to Bali ..

Wuz sad with this for a few days .

Trying to forget now .

With happiness and a little sadness ,

ML

Happy Birthday !!

2009-12-02T02:03:00.001-08:00

................................................................................

Yep . She's my cousin sister !!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY !!!!!!!

Joselyn . :D:D

Dont be too jealous I got such a leng lui cousin :P:P

Haha just kidding !

Shes still sitting for SPM now and actualy tomorow is only her birthday ...

Anyway ,wish her good luck in SPM !!!

Cant wait to go Bali with her :D

-ML-

Candeee Addiction

2009-12-01T19:56:00.000-08:00

haih , I could put this pic for my blog layout XD

CANDY ! CANDY ! CANDY !

Chocolate

Marshmallow

Lollipops

2009-11-29T19:35:00.000-08:00

Makes me think of 海派甜心 main male charecter . LOL .

Haih ... everyone is so worried about my grandfather's health ...

I really hope he can get out of Hospital . NOW .

haih ...

Worried ,
ML .

Happy Birthday Lydia

2009-11-28T06:16:00.000-08:00

To this one and only FABULOUS pink lady :

LYDIA WONG SI VEN

HAPPY 13th Birthday!!!!!!

You must be wondering how i got this pic .

This princess gave it to me :D

Too bad we didnt splashed her !

Haih ...

But never mind !!

Splashed her on MSN already ( the ... wink "Water balloon 1 " )

A few words the the birthday gurl:

I know its not yet 12 a.m.

But ... I wanted you to see it ASAP .

Welllll , this is the first time i wished someone on a post Happy Birthday .

You are a special friend to me .

Although we will quarrel every day ( I guess ? )

But you always accompany me every time .

Although we had just known each other for 1 year ,

But I 'm very lucky to have you as my friend .

Although sometimes I hate you like hell and I keep thinking you are childish ( when you marah me that time ),

We always make up easily .

Thats what good friends do .

So anyways , a "Birthday cake " for you =DD

Wait , birthday cakes . HAHA .

Anyways ,

Last word .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYDIA !!!!!!!!!!!

Have fun on ur special day XD

不是一切都是美好的!!

2009-11-27T04:08:00.000-08:00

New FB status : 不是一切都是美好的.

Just finish watching XianJian 3 .

ChangQIng died ( or havent :) ,then its MAOMAO !!!! And LONG KUI !!!!!

Not fairrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Well , its interesting though .

I think next Monday its gonna be the last episode .

So sad . So sad.

Recently , a lot of sad things happened .

I hope those people who has being through "sad things" feel better.

Those people who made you sad , its their lost .

Chocoholic :)

2009-11-26T00:26:00.000-08:00

m&m

kitkat

m&m

kitkat

m&m

kitkat

m&m

kitkat
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STOP THE ADDICTION .

I cant ... ( wails )

YEAH , BUT YOU WONT BE ABLE TO FIT IN THE TROUSERS AT THE RATE YOU ARE GOING .

You will know the temptation if they were in front of you .

COUNT THE CALORIES !!!!!

Whatever.

YOU CHOOSE .

I cant .

THEN .

?

THEN YOU HAVE TO MAKE THE FINAL DESICION .

Just say z..z..z..

THROW THEM AWAY !!!

Thats wasting food actually ,

BETTER THAN SEING UR WAIST SQUASHED OUT .

uh huh .

THE COLOURING of M&M.

I saw it . I PEELED of its skin !!!

=____________=

YOU CHOOSE .

whatever !!!! Just let me put it back to the fridge .
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Haih lazy larh.

Privacy on blogs.

2009-11-25T07:11:00.000-08:00

Haih , so posting on blogs no privacy lorh .

I just dont want some people to see my blog .

Yet I wish everyone can see my blog .

Haih .

Dont know la .

See See lorh .

I will open a private blog .

MUAHAHHA.

You cant trace me then .

NATALIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA , even though u are CSI ....

Haih ,

Grandfather in SJMC .

So everyday also go see him .

Hope he discharge soon .

Then my grandma wont be so tired.

=)

By,
xoxo ,
Lin ( not BOO )
Think Peace .
NITE.

海派甜心 Episode 4

2009-11-23T07:09:00.000-08:00

Sweet lerh .. Go see this episode !!
Veryy interestingggg.

Pet Society New stuff

2009-11-22T06:49:00.000-08:00

Haih ...cant wait 4 Pet Society Christmas ...

Tomorow afternoon , BB to INTERNET !!! Cos ...

Have to go to Grnadparents house ,

My grandpa fall D:

Have to like jaga him ,

Then ...

I saw this on Pet Society Club :DD

I want 3 of them stairs !!!

CUSTARD PUFFS <33333

2009-11-22T00:09:00.000-08:00

YAY~FOOOD FOOOOOD FOOOOD FOOOOD again .

Hah~Eating again ....=_________________________________=

:P

:P

:P

Sry , I am watching Autumn Concerto , so ......

Uh huh .....

Looking forward to spend time with my niece ~

Hmmmhmmmmm....

Just hope she doesnt runs away from the "SURPRISE".

MUAHAHAHA ...

Next year shes in Lick Hung ...

Welll .... I have to check something out ...

So....

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...

Tata ,
Kisses ,
Leave Comments,
1 n only ,
OwnerOfTheBlog.

Autumn Concerto

2009-11-21T20:15:00.001-08:00

I love this drama .

Its different from all those Taiwan dramas .

This has a real plot .

But ..so kasihan for the female main charecter...

Episode 3 ..... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fZSl-Bfo7pQ&feature=related

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But she got 2 heros orh ...

I recomend !!!!!!!

Songs XDD

2009-11-21T04:40:00.000-08:00

YEAH~~

Have being listening to OneFM very often.

If you listen carefully , you will hear those songs like again and again ..

I dont like these songs very much , but once I get used to it , I 'm like addicted .

I am very easily addicted ;)

So ... those songs are pretty new n nice ..

Like ..

蕭敬騰我不會愛 ( XDD)

我爱他 - 丁当 ( Autumn Concerto's opening )

愛一直存在-梁文音 ( OH DAMN! SO GUD ! )

And By2 ...

Recently have being addicted to ... Taiwan dramas liao XP.

Like ....

Momo Love arh ....

海派甜心 arh .....

AUTUMN CONCERTO arh ....

Nice right ???

And their ... opening n ending songs ....

And oh yeah , cut my fringe liao , and ...not so thick liao ...

XD.

Dont expect me to post a pic up here . LOL .

I dont post pictures up my blog ...

Like other people ,

their blog very colourful wan XD .

I'm gonna check my class blog .

Long time no check .

Tata ,

Post later ?

Hugs n Kisses

the OWNER here.

[KTV] 蕭敬騰 - 我不會愛

2009-11-21T04:37:00.001-08:00

:D

2009-11-20T07:21:00.000-08:00

Doesnt itches that much already , but still , it itches D:

Anyways ... Chinese Paladin ep 30 already in 8tv !!!

D: D: D: D: D:

T____T

SAD !!

I will miss her !!

Haih .. Long Kui ...

Planning to see Next Stop , Happiness ( Autumn Concerto )...

But ... But ... kinda lazy ...

And ...

See too much will damage the eye arh !!

Anyways , the theme song of this movie ... is lovely .

I dont like it very much , but , somehow after listening to it for awhile , i kinda got addicted :D:D

下一站, 幸福 OST - 叮噹 - 我愛他

My daily routine

2009-11-17T18:08:00.000-08:00

Holidays .... Timetable

I cant believe I am posting my life here .

But whatever .

Okay ... starts at 8 something

8 o clock : wakes up and starts to read a storybook .

8:30 : Wait until my mum comes up and starts to nag , then i go down for breakfast.

9:00 : At once my dad leaves the house , COMPUTER TIME !

5:00 : Erm ...continiue playing ?

My " HEALTHY" lifestyle . LOL

Dont follow me ^^

Books

2009-11-16T20:03:00.000-08:00

I want . This .Book.

Tittle : Ransom My Heart

Princess Mia of "The Princess Diaries" and "Forever Princess," with a little help from author Meg Cabot, pens this steamy romance -- and all the proceeds go to Greenpeace!

( GOT THIS FROM :http://www.mylifetime.com/lifestyle/entertainment/romance-buy-the-book/blog/book-excerpt-ransom-my-heart)

Chapter One

England, 1291

The hawk was back.Finnula saw it the instant she pulled open the wooden shutters of her bedroom window and peered outside to see whether the sheriff and his men had yet ridden off. The evil-eyed, hulking brown bird was perched on top of the thatched roof of the henhouse, as cool as you please. It had killed two of Melisande's favorite hens the week before, and now was eyeing a third, the one Mel called Greta, as the speckled chicken scratched the muddy henhouse yard for leftover bits of feed. Though the hawk never stirred, even as the cold spring rain drizzled steadily down its back, Finnula knew it was poised to strike.

Quick as one of the earl's prize does, Finnula seized her bow and quiver from where they hung on the bedpost and centered the bird of prey in her sights, though her balance was a little off because the beams in the ceiling by the dormer window were so low. Drawing back the well-worn string of her bow, Finnula's entire mind was focused on the target below her, the ruffled breast of the hen-murdering hawk. She didn't hear her sister climbing the stairs to the room they had once shared, nor feel the scrape of the bedroom door being flung open.

"Finn!"

Deirdre's horrified voice so startled Finnula that she let go of the drawstring too soon. With a musical twang, the arrow sailed through the open window, arcing through the rain and planting itself harmlessly in the thatch at the hawk's feet, startling the indignantly squawking bird into flight.

"God's teeth, Deirdre!" Finnula cursed, jumping up from her archer's crouch and pointing an accusing finger in the direction of the shaft's flight path. "That was a perfectly good arrow, and now look at it! How am I going to get that one back? It's stuck in the henhouse roof!"

Deirdre was leaning back against the door jamb, her plump face red-cheeked from the exertion of climbing the narrow staircase, one hand on her broad chest as she attempted to catch her breath.

"Fie on you, Finnula," she panted, when she was finally able to find her voice. "What were you thinkin'? The sheriff left not five minutes ago, and here you are, shootin 'at poor innocent birds again!"

"Innocent!" Finnula slipped the battered leather strap to her quiver over one slim shoulder. "That was the hawk that's been killing Melisande's chickens, I'll have you know."

"Have you lost the brains the good Lord gave you, Finn? If the sheriff should have looked back and seen that arrow flyin 'out of your bedroom window, he'd've turned round and arrested you on the spot."

Finnula snorted derisively. "La! He'd never. Imagine, arresting a sweet maid like myself. He'd fast become the most hated man in Shropshire."

"Not with the earl's cousin, he wouldn't." In her eighth month of pregnancy, Deirdre wasn't able to climb the stairs to her old bedroom with her usual alacrity, and now she sank down onto the bed her youngest sisters shared and sighed, the auburn curls that had slipped from her linen wimple swaying. "Can't you see reason, Finn? His lordship knows it's you that's been poaching his woods-"

Again, Finnula snorted. "Hugo Fitzstephen doesn't know any such thing. How could he? He's been in the Holy Land these past ten years. No one's even heard from him since Michaelmas, when that filthy bailiff of his got word he'd been captured by Saracens."

"Really, Finn, you oughtn't to refer to your betters so coarsely. Reginald Laroche is Lord Hugo's cousin, and acting bailiff of the Fitzstephen estates in his lordship's absence. How can you call him filthy? You know we are to accord him the same respect we would if he were our true lord. How can you-"

"Respect?" Finnula looked as if she might spit. "When he starts acting respectable, I'll respect him. In the meantime, do not ask me to call him my lord. For no lord worthy of the name would treat his vassals with such-"

Deirdre sighed again, this time in exasperation, and interrupted her outspoken sibling. "Very well, Finnula. I know there is no point in arguing with you over this issue. But think on this: Reginald Laroche told the sheriff he's got good reason to believe that it's you that's been picking off all of Lord Hugo's best game. All he needs is some little proof, and it's to the stockade you'll go."

Finnula kicked irritably at the wooden trunk that sat at the foot of the bed. Inside it were the kirtles and bliauts she eschewed for the more sensible garb she currently wore, tanned leather chausses and a well-worn woolen tunic.

"It isn't as if," she grumbled, "I was doing it for sport. If Hugo Fitzstephen were about, and he saw how poorly his serfs were being treated by that devil Laroche, he'd not begrudge the meat I provide them."

"That's neither here nor there, Finn." Deirdre spoke tiredly. It was an old argument. Essentially, it dated back to the day that the girls 'oldest sibling and only brother, Robert, picked up a short bow and, mostly in jest, instructed then four-year old Finnula in the art of targetry. Her first shot had been dead center in the rear end of her beloved wet-nurse Aggie, and ever since, no one had been able to pry a bow from the fair huntress' hands.

BUY THE BOOK !!!!! Then . borrow it to me :D

Whatver ~~

2009-11-16T20:01:00.001-08:00

Holidays would be better if I dont have the rashes .

Yesterday went to Sze Ee 's tution , its was .. cute . ;)

Saw 8 cats in the garden when I went home .

Anyway , glad to know someone reads my blog often .

Leave a message lah , if you r feeling bored...

I wanna write story liao , but that story blog .... I think I should write in English .

Oh damn , Eng HW .

Later la .

Wahteva.

2009-11-13T23:25:00.000-08:00

A little girl was playing in a sandbox .

A boy came over and started playing with her .

They didn't know each other , but they became playmates soon.

A girl was walking down the street.

A boy was walking up the street .

.......

The girl was munching a chewing gum .

The boy was looking by the shops .

Suddenly ....

( they din kiss ^^ )

The girl ..

Stepped on a turd .

She looked down on her shoe at dismay .

The boy looked at her shoe ( raise eyebrows )

She muttered ....... ****.

The boy looked at her .

Their eyes met .

After 20 years.

The girl was working at an office .

The boy walked in suddenly .

Boy : Nice to meet you . I will be ur new colleague starting from today .

Girl : Cool . Nice to meet you ^^

After 3 years ,

They got married .

They met 3 times in life .

They were fated to be together .

I made dis up ^^

D:

2009-11-11T07:22:00.000-08:00

Being a double face is HARD!!!

You know ?You Know ? You know ?!!?!?!

First , in house yeah I am like animal .

Second in school I am completly different .

But I dun understand why am I so weak and keep TEASED and used by people .

I forgive too easily ?

Let me tell you this at my bottom of my heart !! ( To the past and present people )

Not you la Lydia .

Weih Weih Weih !

See I very weak like to bully me ah !
I just dont say it out only !
I tell you ,
I HATE YOU FROM MY BOTTOM OF MY HEART .
That sometimes .
But sometimes ,
I glad you are there .

Hate friends .

Everyone of you D:

Kidding.

I dun hate you --> This line to my baby gal , sry ( not les )

Long time no write in Diary liao D:!!!

Must write about today !!! A "HISTORICAL DAY " .

LOL .

If you were me U will KNOW .

I dun understand .

To my gud friend :

Somethings cannot be forced .

I try hard to love you .

but the feelings doesnt comes !!!

( like write to boy like that =_= )

Haih today new English tution .

Teacher asked me what kind of books i read .

Romance . Obvious .

Laugh out Loud .

Not funny .

My mood became bad again lorh !!

THX TO YOU ( sarcastically )

No la No la ....

"People have the freedom to say what they want , its their mouth "

I cant think like that .

KEBEBASAN BERSUARA .

==

Erm . not Me . NO thanks .

1) Too perasan
2)I told you at no 1 liao .

Oh yea i better say dis ...

To my dear fren !

OO , seems I am rather bad !!
bad me , should apologise liao .
Wahh .. first time !! xxxXxxxXXx xXxx !!!
Touched :D

Anyways , wanna splash Lydia , but seems not fair rite ?
Cos she din splash me , thanks to MISS YI VIAN .
Haha i very straightforward 1 .
LOL.
Must try this tactic on my close friend liao !
Then our friendship can be saved !!
Those leh ... I always tag along 1 ...
No use , and dun waste my time .

The pictures

2009-11-09T06:32:00.000-08:00

Haih !! I lazy to update liao ! Interested u guys go n see la !! From down to up ... zzz =_=
LOVE THIS MOVIE !! all the pics from Episode 2 ( 1/8) to 6/8

=_=

WOAH XD

WAKAKA !!! Saw his pink panther underwear ?! Gud at acting !

When this 3 bitches ( in show )come..

She's not smiling now !

Gud to see her smiling :D

HAHA !!!! Stay back and wash bowls !! LOL !!

Ask him not do move !!! LOL This movie la

LEG ( NOTICE THE LEG )

Poor Rainie !!

Those Bitches

LOL

Like this 1

HAI PAI TIAN XIN 2

2009-11-09T06:00:00.000-08:00

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

Althought my marks = Sejarah . SUCKED , but lala who cares ,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAYLI & KAYYEN !

AND ..

And ..

and ...

Pet Society new things liao :DD

And yay .... HAI PAI TIAN XIN uploaded ep 2 liao !!!

Watching 海派甜心 "Hai Pai Tian Xin" Episode 2 (1/8)...

Gosh ...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pLczAR2l06U .. You guys must watch this part !!

Damn funny !!! And kinda...touching ...

And sad !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yea , touching is sad ... WAAAAA LOVE THIS MOVIE !

Gonna upload the picsssssssss ...

新台湾偶像剧！！

2009-11-07T20:21:00.000-08:00

最近爱上了海派甜心！！

男主角：小猪！！！ (想象不到。。 )

女主角：杨丞琳！！ (爱死了！ )

卡哇夷！！

LOL

第一集就可以看到了。。。

但我在看着桃花小妹呢。。。好好看！！！

Bitch class

2009-11-06T17:42:00.000-08:00

Haih ... bad mood1 ... but after listening to song .. better liao .. =_=
Now I know why every time my ear damn itchy in Piano Class
The bitch larh , kip shouting like CRAZY . Like I cannot hear I am juz beside her ...=_=
Whatever play slow play fast , treat me as baby , WEIH BITCH , treat baby with so much violence arh ?? I sympathy with the other students...;)
Anyway , who got my piano teacher , is bad luck forever ( except can skip grade lorh )
ARGH! Should change to my friends wan !!!
My ear still itchy ! Ma ! Take me to see doctor larh ! My throat pain 2 wiks liao , and also .. my ear drums burst i think ?
Almost burst with anger , the bitch shouted WAY TOO LOUD . I almost cant stand it .
If is lyd or Sze Ee , I think she early then fired lorh .
I wish I were them ! Give me the courage to slap that bitch before my ma fire her !
MUAHAHAHA !

LOVE my new blog layout~~

2009-11-05T07:11:00.000-08:00

AHAHA ! Wanted to put this a long time !

Happy nowadays~~ cos got my good friends ! In tuition ... school ... like Lydia .... HuiWen,KaiWen,SzeEe ,angel .... LUV THEM !!

Anyway , learnt a lesson today ( cos I played Monopoly bankrupt =_= )
Life's like Monopoly , sometimes you are on someones property SOMEMORE 4 house have to pay like over 850 dollars when u have EXCATLY 850 dollars , thats bad luck I guess ? But sometimes when that someone is in ur territory , their turn to pay ,and good luck comes ...

I know you wont understand what I am saying ,cos myself too .. I dont read what I wrote ... except for spellcheck ofcourse :) Cos 1) I'm watching movie !! My point is , people will have bad luck and good luck in our lifes ! So , dont be :( when you have bad luck , good luck will come soon :D!

Lesson of the day LOL

2009-10-28T07:00:00.000-07:00

A little bird was flying south for the Winter.It was so cold the bird froze and fell to the ground into a large field. While he was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on him. As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, he began to realize how warm he was.The dung was actually thawing him out! He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy.A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate.Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him.

Morals of this story:
(1) Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy.
(2) Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend.
(3) And when you're in deep shit, it's best to keep your mouth shut!

Got this on a blog .

Latest fav drama

2009-10-24T21:05:00.000-07:00

Chinese Palladin 3

The 2 main charecters ..... I LOVE !

8tv - 7p.m. to 8 p.m. !!!! Monday to Friday !!! Must watch orh ..

This "fine" Sat morning

2009-10-23T19:05:00.000-07:00

PIANO PIANO PIANO again . =_=

So fat already wear so " BAO LU " =_=

Played Scales - Didnt even practised ^^

Got shouted lo , her saliva keep SPRAYING. yuck.

And she keep coughing - ( WEI ! H1N1 !!!! Monday I got EXAM ! Dont make me cant sit 4 exam , I immediately sack you off )

**** la . Played 1 month that same song cannot arh . I can play gud 1 ( If you are not in my house )

I seriously should buy a dettol spray

After she leaves , i can SPRAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

No more germs .

Pet society got a mysterious person

DAMN IT I SAW IT 2 TIMES , I clicked it 1 time , din get that toy dog plushie =_=

So what ???

Study now LORH .

STUPID exam !

Tagged by ZhiLin

2009-10-16T19:20:00.000-07:00

Part 1: On the Outside.

Name: Ng Mun-Lin

Date of Birth: 19-08-1996

Current Status: SINGLE duh~

Eye Colour: Black

Hair Colour: Black

Righty or Lefty: Righty

Zodiac Sign: Leo

Part 2: On the Inside.

Your Heritage: Chinese

Your Fear: Everything

Your Weakness: Dont tell you.

Part 3: Yesterday, Today & Tomorrow.

Your thoughts first waking up: Whats for breakfast ?

Your bedtime: What should I dream tonight ?

Your most missed memory: Not much of memories ( only sad ones )

Part 4: Your Pick

.

Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi

McD's or Burger King: Mc Donald

Single or Group Dates: Single also can , group .... i dunno ?

Adidas or Nike: Addidas

Lipton Tea or Nestea: Lipton tea

Chocolate or Vanilla: Both ... =D

Cappuccino or Coffee: Hate them both

Part 5: Do You . . .

Smoke: no.

Curse: I try not to.

Part 6: In the Past Month.

Drank alcohol: No

To the mall: Yeah.

Been on stage: Erm ...erm..erm...

Eaten sushi: Unagi~~~

Dyed your hair: Nah.

Part 7: Have You Ever?

Played a stripping game: No

Changed who you were to fit in: No

Part 8: Age.

You're hoping to be married:Maybe ?

Part 9: In A Guy~

Best eye colour: Anything~..

Hair colour: Black ? Golden Brown ?

Short or long hair: Whatever.

Part 10: What Were You Doing?

1 minute ago: Online-ing

1 hour ago: Studying

1 month ago: Playing

1 year ago: Crying

Part 11: Finish The Sentences.

I love all - of you ?

I feel - stupid .

I miss - somebody.

I need - to online.

Part 12 :

Tag 12 People.

1.Sze Ee

2.Lydiaa

3.Kai Wen

4.Hui Wen

5.KayLi

6.Yu May

7.Li San

8.Amelia

9.Hanan

10.Yi Vian

11.Sherlyn ( Angel )

12.You

List out 5 presents you wish :

1. Healthy forever

2. Good relationship ( in the future )

3. true friends ..erm no betrayers ?

4. Everybody live in PEACE .

5. My secret.

Friendship Life now..

2009-10-15T20:14:00.000-07:00

Why I keep saying this ?

Maybe I want ppl to see ...

Seems like ZhiLin's life is going on smoothly ..

Well ,certainly not mine .

I dont know who hate me or dont hate me ,

Well I know someone who hates me . ( Sure of it )

BORING.

ANYWAY < look here la.

I wanted to say :

GO TO THIS RESTAURANT : Korean Street Cafe.

Very nice ...

THE STREET CAFE, 28, SS15/8, Subang Jaya. (Tel: 016-3244607). Business hours: 10am to 11pm daily.

Not posting pics partly cos of my sohai face and .. you go there then you will know ,

Anyway , go to the second floor to eat ,

HEAVENLY :))

I'm sensitive ~!

2009-10-14T07:33:00.000-07:00

I'm really sensitive.

I mean I sorta found out ,...

cos when ppl talking , i will feel they are talking about me ,

low self esteem :(

And my English ,

Standard go down the drain X(

But I guess they wont mind :D

And .. and ... My mum keep saying others' blogskin are so pretty n whatever ,

Is my blog skin that simple ?

Not my fault , they ARE simple :D

If I know how to create ... lorh.

Tata

Changed blog skin

2009-10-12T01:23:00.000-07:00

Yeah , time 4 a change ..... :D

Changed my blog skin ..

Studdied Sejarah this morning X(

So hard !!!!

Like Shit .

So long din post the other blog , lazy .

Anyway , leave comments in my chatbox or whatever .

Off to play Pet Society.

Confused ?

2009-10-10T08:07:00.000-07:00

Friends again !!!!

Why do I always post this kind of things ?

It childish , really , abt scolding ppl in the blogs .. or others ?

But seriously , you want ppl to KNOW how you FEEL .

I know I had been used .

Seriously .

I am easy to be friends with ,

Good benefit ,yea ?

Even I know I had been used , I don't know why ,

I still stand there , to let ppl use me ,

I'm always weak , i don't trust friendship , anymore .

Beware of the ppl ( the closest ones beside you )

Dont go to near them ,

You will only get ,

The things you dont deserve , and expect.

I wish , there is perfect friendship ,

but , this is impossible .

My kind of true friendship is ,

Dont use me , Dont betray me and Dont lie to me .

Thats all I want .

Move to another subject.

I thought of what my mum said ,

although I hate to admit ,

she said ,

when we go n look for jobs 1 day ,

the person will search our background ,

go back to our blogs ( HA! she dun know deleted already no history!)

And see the things we wrote ( who cares ? also not CSI , they where got so free?)

But , theres a point .

Thats what I think ,

Scolding ppl in public , is bad ,

I feel guilty.

We should tell them , privately ,

I guess ?

Tonite =)

2009-10-03T08:35:00.001-07:00

Uploading ...... :D

Don't keep asking me , Natalia Wong ! Go n play ur Pet Scociety !!

Well , tonite's a blast ! ^^ Enjoyed myself and put away STRESS...

Anyway , I randomly posted some pics ...

Thanks to Natalia and Yi Vian , for teman-ing me tonite ( in the park , gud thing no mosquito )... But no moon :( !

Anyway , it was worth not going to my niece's concert ...

Cos if I went , all these woudn't happened , ( and would be posting WJ in some outfit or something XD)

A burning candle...

Love shape !!

A little crooked..

Not clear !!! Anyway , I still will love this .

YV ML

BFF

Thanks YV..

A ' special latern ' ...

No where to put ...

Hanging .. in the dark ...

I think this was the first pic I took !

Anyway , LOVED tonite .

Thanks 4 giving me such an unforgetable memory...

P.S. : NATALIA .... Update already...

To Lydia

2009-10-02T08:31:00.000-07:00

She's my true friend.

Well , it izn't to late to realize :)

I ..Well , last time I don't even trust her.

But we should learn how to trust people I guess.

She's the one who always talk to me in msn ,

She's the one who won't close down the calls in msn although we talked 5 hours nonstop .

She's the one who won't abandon me .

Or tease me ,

Or betray me ( currently haven't )

We really had good times together ,

I 'm really happy we met ,

Same here to Farina ( you read dis ,girl )

Thanks for teman-ing me to draw in En Azahar a.k.a (talking to the wall ) 's period .

Thanks for ALWAYS teman-ing me whenever I 'm lonely ,

Not like someone .

Hope you two will read this .

and .

Lastly .

THANK YOU a.k.a I LOVE YOU 2

CAN .YOU.PLS.LOOK.HERE ?

2009-10-02T07:42:00.000-07:00

Current problem : Friends laa of course

WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON WITH me ?

I am ugly , blabber , not to say ANNOYING , ( of course all of you will say like tat )

Friends seems easy , do things together , have fun together ....

BLAH~~ See what it leads to .

Nowadays , can't trust real friendship ( HOW PATHETIC )

And yea , i know , half of the people or maybe 1/4 , HATE me damn much like shit .

I dunno why , i know i 'm used by people , but so what ?

Whats the use ? I dun wan to lose friends , so ,

aiya~~ hard being double face people !!!!

Can't go on with life properly ,

My class fellas' .

I thought i found my real friend .

But ,

HOW DISSAPOINTING ~~~ ( sad ending )

HOW BORING~Why in the earth I came to seafield ,

Was stupid back then .

Brain clogged .

Clear now . I know myself , I even know why I 'm so easily used ,

Cos , I dun wan to give it up .

Anyway , to my Haters :

Hate me all u want , I still treat u as a friend , think abt IT.

:P:P:P:P

Stupid laa ... as if they will see ?

HAHAR . I only know who will see .

PATHETIC life ,girl . But don't give up . :P

Take life easy !!

Friends ..Part 3

2009-09-26T18:15:00.000-07:00

LalAaLAaaLAa~~~~

" Hey , wanna go summit ?"

" ok ! "

3 months later ..

" Can you stop following us ?"

" ok ." I don't wish to be a dog .

Erm ... come to the topic of friends ..

Like you keep being cheated by friends ,

You will protect yourself ,

Highly aware of the friends beside you , ( the closest ones )

And keep suspecting things .

Open your heart to them ,

Is not easy ~~!

Learning to accept things also take a long time .

Life can be full of endless fun , but you can be suffering your whole life too,

It depends which path you choose .

Your life , is under your control.

We act and direct our own life .

We make our decisions.

We choose our friends .

Once a failure doesn't means everything is a failure .

加油！！！！！！

To : Anybody and Everybody

2009-09-22T21:00:00.000-07:00

The only food nice...

Pictures~~~~

2009-09-22T20:44:00.001-07:00

My niece's is one month old ~~~~~~ 21-9-2009 !!

Feeding milk

Aw ... CUTE !

......

Sweet dreams !

I LOVE my niece .... just hope she doesn't grow up like her sister ...

NG WAN JING !!

idiotic look ...

Stop taking photo's of me !

Sometimes she is cute ..^^

LalalalLAalaal~~~~

Thoughts.

2009-09-20T02:41:00.000-07:00

Everyone have wishes.
I have too.
My friend wishes her crush will like her.
My mum wishes I get over 70 marks in my Chinese.
My friend wishes there are no schools existing.
My teddy bear wishes it could be sewn one day instead of waiting to die.

Well , I have a lot of wishes.

I wish I could be brave.
I wish my blog was viewed every day .
I wish I could draw everyday.
I wish I am a millionare !! YAY!
I wish I was ......pretty.
I wish to be healthy FOREVER.
I wish I can find a true friend.

Some things can't come true. If I don''t change :
Being TOO loyal to some friends.

Tata.

KL shopping trip.

2009-09-20T00:00:00.000-07:00

Yeap~when there to shop .. bought a lot of things .... like ..bag ( at first 65 , bought bought at the price 30 - LeSportSac ^^ ..then .. three novels ..for RM 10 , very mini ah ..then .....I saw a very short person ... singing or something ..Then ....Erm...bought some nails ( for projects ) , shorts ...BALI !! and ...a RUBIX cube .Thats all I guess .

Can't wait for tomorow ,my niece's full month , gonna update ,2moro !

Look Here

2009-09-17T18:26:00.000-07:00

http://creativity-area.blogspot.com/

How many days I didn''t write my Diary ??

Anyway , my dad went to check his eyes .... and YUK , next Thursday operation .

Yuk !YUK! Gonna remove the cataracts or something ..
He told me , they POKE a hole in his eye balls , then use something to MASH the lens , then they use something to SUCK out the lens , then replace an artificial 1 .

To think my aunt had done that 6 times.

Protect our eyes !!

2009-09-13T07:29:00.000-07:00

Oh Man ..this is funny ..
http://zorro-zorro-unmasked.blogspot.com/
The ..

YOU GO READ then you will know ..

.....POS parent over shoulder
EEP emergency eavesdropping parent
QQ quiet, quiet..............

Japanese Fashion Style ~Sense

2009-09-12T08:09:00.000-07:00

Lova Japan !!!! I will tell u why now !!

Goth and Lolita =)

Goth and lolita ??

Harajuku

Jap and Korea Style ..

Harajuku.

Cosplay

Goth and lolita.

Food next !!!

Moviea~~~

2009-09-12T08:03:00.000-07:00

This movie is really not bad , but to tell the truth , I only loved the first chapter . Oh and the Starting song ..

Life going on ..

2009-09-11T18:36:00.000-07:00

Um ...Seafield .. Rite ..
Well .. in LH ..got many enemies sure lar..
Then in Seafield even more now ..
But last time , I thought I knew who was my enemies and who were my friends ..
But I am not sure now ..
Who's betraying and who's my true friend .
But the PROBLEM is .. i keep suspecting others ... like HW ( No off) ?
....
Like the people the most closest to me , the most good to me .. I suspect them the most ...
BUT !!!
I am not sure ..
Having experience makes it more difficult to forget ..
Who ask other ppl betray me before la ...
Ok ..Ok ..
To all my closest friends : Sorry ..for being annoying ..and ..I learnt a lot of lessons .."I dun spill secrets or betray anyone now ..cos I am lossing friends. .." and ..thank you for not minding my looks even though walking with u guys is like people walking with a ugly pig ... ^V^..

thinking : Why am I keep going off with the friends part ???

Just thought of something : OhMyGAWD ..I left my drawing world and stepped into reality !!!! NO !!! ( Going back to drawing now .. after that stressful PIANO class )

Friends ..AGAIN >>

2009-09-10T07:11:00.000-07:00

well ... i guess its my own fault .. being so ...( dunno how 2 say ) ...
I am not TRUSTED by my friends .
I can see that clearly.
Well .. That feeling is mutual ..
Kinda hurt .
But going to try my best to let people have more trust in me .
This makes me hate people again .
And the kokurikulum thingy !!!! .....
Scouts OR Choir ..
If I had known.. I won't join Scouts ..But its so fun ..
Choir was good .. but once I join scouts ... There's no way I can join choir ..anymore...
So ... I have really no religon .. so I can't possibly join CF or Buddist Society or wahtever rite ???
I am so FRUST !!!!!!!

My Best friends

2009-09-05T20:29:00.000-07:00

Well , I sure lost some friends this year ...
But I gained some too ~(^v^)~

Zhi Lin , Si Ven , Sze Ee , Kai Wen , Hui Wen and Farina .

YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST !!!!

Well ... For now la.... They Rock .. but I don't know in the future .. Wheter I am too annoying for them ^^ So ..anyway .. To 1 more person

Friend ,
Actuallly ALTHOUGH you scold me , ignore me , Bully me T.T ...
Thanks for being my friend !!! :D:D:D:D

ALTHOUGH we quarell everyday , erm ... thanks for teman-ing me to Quarell ....

And thanks for helping me everytime : TO ALL OF YOU GUYS >>>

No way I am going to say I Love YOU , ppl will think I am lesbian .

So ...

THANK YOU FOREVER !!!!!! FOR BEING MY FRIEND !!!

I almost forgot : Thanks to Lee Houng and Kah Yin for keep lending me HOMEWORK !!! YOU know I lazy like hell .....

Romeo and Juliet (8) ( Part 1 )

2009-09-05T20:17:00.000-07:00

As we all know ..Romeo and Juliet is a sad ending story .... erm .. it could be a happy ending .. but ... Stories has to be changed .. So....

Patrica suddenly sprays powder on Romeo's eyes .. Romeo can't see .
Romeo : URGAHT !
Juliet : waht th-
Patrica pulls Juliet away ...
Patrica : You are so gonna GETDIT , little GURL.
Juliet : Let go off me , fat ass !
Patrica pulled out a potion and poured it into Juliet's mouth and ...
Juliet became WICKED .
Juliet strangled Patrica ...
Patrica ran .. towards the window .
Juliet pushes her down
Juliet : BYE !!
Juliet goes into the room .
She sees Romeo
She suddenly falls in Love with him .
She reached out her hand ..
AND scratched his EYEBALLS OUT !!!!!!!!
Juliet said : I am SORRY , lets meet in HELL !!!!!
Juliet killed herself .. by ... strangling herself .

They go to Hell .
3 seconds later ....

J';s Mum : WHATS GOING ON !!!!!!!!

The earth cracked open , and all the villagers dropped in and DIED .

Sad ending ..

Wait , Juliet haven't died ! :D:D

Juliet tore Romeo 's clothes ( PERVERT )

Juliet found a razor blade ..

And ... broke the World Record.

( Cutting a person using a Razor blade only using 25 minutes )

Juliet went mad . She Snipped off everything on Romeo's body but she's good larh
She got bury him , in a plastic container ( =.=) with his TEDDY !!! She left 1 for him , erm , tore all the others head and sold it to the fishmonger's son ( Oh I forgot , they all drop already ) Erm then ... His Soul anyway ...

Juliet Laughed a Evil Laugh : MUAHAHAHA !!!

then ...

Director : CUT !!!!!!
Director : thank you for you all for cooperating !! Take ur Gaji and leave now ..
Everybody climbed out from the ground and took their money .

( THE END )

THIS IS CREEPY !

2009-09-05T20:09:00.000-07:00

I can't sleep nowadays !! Why I have troubles haunting me !!!!!!! I rather live in a normal world by myself lonely .... ( that will be cool -o- but ...with some friends larh .. or else to lonely also will die ) HAIYO !!!!!! Shoudn't had come to Seafield ! then won't meet people I dun want to meet ... AND get myself into trouble ( but I am not in trouble ) I think time to realive my Drawings .. Back to Fantasy .... Just go n dream there .. if u wanna follow me .. ( allowed only the PEOPLE i know ... give u 50% discount to go in ) Erm .. I am talking crap again ... WOOHOO !! I am back to normal !!!

Note to myself : STOP THINKING ROMANCE . Romeo and Juliet will be a sad ending :(( Aw ..too bad ...

True Friends

2009-09-04T07:58:00.000-07:00

Did I post this before ??
I dunno .
Anyway , sad moments .
WHEN CAN I FIND A TRUE FRIEND THAT I CAN RELY ON !!!

This .Is . Pathetic.

A normal person can't even have a conversation with the people they want to talk to .
Even typing is so stressed for me .
Just scared I will hurt people .
But really really wanna say it out .
Why can't I choose my friends .
Why can't people stop avoiding me .
What have I done ?

Boredom for 3 days .

2009-08-28T06:45:00.000-07:00

Dad went to Indonesia to play Golf . Kayyen went back to hometown . Boredom . But never mind , at least I went to Pyramid and bought some INTERESTING things ( 3 books ) . Sadly I have already finish 1 of them and halfway in the other . These Romance Novels are so boring .

Anyway , did nothing for the whole morning and afternoon . Bad Bad me . :D Would you mind now cos I am going to type crap again ~~

Game ?

2009-08-25T05:06:00.000-07:00

（因为我被点名，所以必须玩这游戏）^^,还是一起分享吧！！！说明：1.被點名的人在我空間將這篇文章轉載到自己空間中，然後在編輯，刪去我的答案，要在自己的Q空間裡寫下自己的答案，然後傳給其他人，列出個需要回答問題的人的名字，通知對方被點名了，被點名者不得拒絕回答問題，完成遊戲的人將會永遠得到大家的祝福。2、這個人要在自己的Q空間裡註明是從哪裡接到問題的，並且再想一個題目傳給其他個人，讓幸福的遊戲繼續下去。3 、不能回傳，否則犯規！4 、被點到名字的人將得到大家的祝福，並且所有的美麗願望都會在不久後實現。5、請點10個老朋友,不准不點，點完後請通知那10個老朋友他們被點！

♥PART ONE♥

1)你的大名？Ng Mun - Lin
2)你認為什麼才算是真正幸福？吃东西的时候
3)你們覺得友情重要還是愛情重要，為什麼？两个都重要
4)喜歡小Baby嗎？还 ok
5)覺得友情是永遠的麼？不是...
6)希望自己多大結婚？25岁之后
7)你會為他做自己從來不會做的事情?yes
8)你覺得女生捲髮好還是直發好？看种类
9)最想去哪裡旅遊?好多好多...
10)一輩子都不會忘記的事? 不能说的秘
11)如果愛一個人，是不是要拼命挽回？看情况
12)看到天空你想起的第一個人是誰？不会想到
14)喜歡你的人和你喜歡的人，你會選哪個？当然是我喜欢的人
15)你會以何種方式表現你對他（她）的愛？用尽所有的方法
16)如果看到自己最愛的人熟睡在你面前你會做什麼？抱着他？看这他
17)如果你想痛扁一個人，你希望那個人是？我不扁人
18)你會後悔過自己的決定嗎?有
19)現在最迷什麼？爱情故事
20)你是好孩子嗎？看在谁的面前 :D
21)覺得愛情和麵包哪個重要？废话
22)如果你失戀了你會怎麼樣? 整天想那些戏里的女配角失恋时会做的事。。
23)如果你的BF（GF）經常不回家的話，你會怎樣？:骂他

PART ♥ TWO

01、是誰傳給你這份問卷的？自己觉得自己的东西是第一个得到的人咯 : Hui Wen ??
02、你們認識多久呢？：8 months

03、他對你來說重要嗎？: 蛮重要滴....
04、你和他的關係是？: 朋友

05、請問他的兴趣是？：erm...play piano and badminton
06、你覺得他的個性如何？: 难过和充满希望的人？？

07、他在你心目中是幾分？:60%
08、睡覺前第一件事？:switch on the aircon
09、你的偶像？：a lot
10、你喜歡的季節？春

11、你打工麼？：no
12、打工次數？：no
13、你想去的國家？：
14、你討厭什麼樣的個性？：太多...
15、你會抽煙麼？: no
16、你會喝酒麼？:no

17、你常哭麼？: YES
18、你常笑麼？：no
19、你喜歡去哪玩？：see go with who ...
20、去玩時喜歡自己一個人去麼？: no ah~
21、是假日時你都睡到幾點？：8am
22、今天的天氣是？:sunny
23、朋友和情人你會選？：both
24、機會和命運你會選擇？: 機會

25、你很自戀麼？：...

26、這問卷多不多？：ok LA
27、要怎樣才能讓自己好過一點？：现在过的很好
28、生日想得到什麼禮物？：anything
29、喜歡吃冰麼？：^.^
30、現在幸福嗎？：OK
31、最在乎的哪幾個朋友？：SzeEe , Yi Xuan , Kayyen,Kay li , my classmates
32、房間裡最重要的東西是什麼？：Radio~
33、最常夢到什麼？：Don't have
34、精神出軌要不要原諒他？：depends
35、你認為人生的意義是什麼？：生老病死
36、聽什麼歌一定會流淚？：Will Not Cry ..
37、如果沒有朋友你會怎麼做? :闷到死
38、如果我不見了你會怎樣？：?? DUNO ??
39、地上有一張100和50的鈔票？：step on it ?
41、目前最喜歡聽的一首歌？：Japan Songs
42、目前最想說的一句話？：和他说：Dun have anything to say.
43、目前的煩惱是什麼？：很多烦恼
44、今天中午吃什麼？：Sushi King
45、賤的程度分幾級？：20%
46、做壞事了怎麼辦？：regret
47、什麼時候才會有工作？：dunno
48、什麼時候才會打到驚魂書？：huh??
49、客戶呀你在哪裡？：huh??
50、開心的笑是不是很難？:不会
51、我們一起開心的走下去，好不好？：不要啦，死变态！
52、有沒有崩潰的感覺.？：Still dun hav yet ..
53、道最遠的距離是什麽嗎？LOVE ?

♥PART THREE

54、我的BGM好听么？：??
55、你的皮包里有什么说说吧：cell phone
56、你生命中最重要的人是？：families and friends
57、啥东西是你喜欢吃的呀？：自要可以变肥都爱... ( -.- )
58、现在有喜欢的人吗？：NO
59、你還喜歡他(她)嗎?：:P
60、你觉得我坏吗？：超级坏！( kidding )
61、幸福的定義...：Har ?

~♥被点者:最重要单元！
1. Ooi Sze Ee
2. Cheng Yi Xuan
3. Wong Kay Li~
4. YOU ( must do arh )
5. Ng Yi Vian
6.Nen Ching
7. Melissa
8. Teoh Wan Zhen
9. Si Ven
10. angel Zhi Lin

Reply to my friend

2009-08-21T08:00:00.000-07:00

Actually ( no offense )... I don't know where I went wrong , so pls tell me in the future.... well .. sometimes when u scold me , I am not that angry .... just keep thinking in my mind you just mood swing ... so ..... YEAH~ I 'm not used to people apologise to me ~~~ cos usually I am the one apologising .... Haha .... when i come down looking at ur fried chicken ~~

Diary..

2009-08-20T07:14:00.001-07:00

Yup, started my diary back already :D Wrote only for 1 day ....

Anyway , going to write in my diary soon but that doesn't means I am going to close my blog .

Posting something here :

TO THE PEOPLE WHO HURT MY FRIEND ,

DON'T THINK YOU ARE SO PRETTY / HANDSOME . YOU SUCK . YOU RUIN PEOPLE'S LIFE AND PEOPLE ARE TIRED YOU BUT THEY JUST DON'T SAY IT . YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND PEOPLE FEELINGS COS YOU DON'T HAVE ANY . YOU WILL GET THIS BACK SOMEDAY I TELL YOU .

To : xxssdfujgf !!!

Don't be hurt and give up so early !!!!!!! You have gone this far !!!!! DON"T GIVE UP !! I SUPPORT YOU FOREVER !!!! I sacrifice so much ... you better don't disappoint me !!!!

2009-08-14T19:53:00.000-07:00

Yesterday someone's birthday and kena flour and water. YUP . Popular people always gets splashed . Popular people always have more than a boyfriend / girlfriend . Anyway , leave that topic .

Today I asked my friends from seafield wheter they were going to school . Most of them said No. I wonder if I should go ? Let me call Farina first. Ok.. she's not awake yet , so I think she is not going .. :D I lazy to go , whatever.

Boring..

2009-08-12T07:32:00.000-07:00

Last time in primary , i thought everyday is boring , in secondary , the days were not so boring .. but recently it became boring for no reason... :(

Maybe cos I don't hang out with Kayli and Kayyen anymore , maybe kokurikulum stopped , or maybe I changed place..how boring :(

So many people sick now , Yi Xuan , Kayli , and 4 in my class din come to school , how boring .

Whats wrong with life ???

OH !! i know...

Or not.

I want to read the last princess diaries.. I bored ......

Lalalala...

I guess I am going back to piano

:P

2009-08-11T07:42:00.001-07:00

Friends.

Why do we have this situation ?

But I rather have this friend problem rather than none.

Friends are so weird , they change , but you don't notice.

Some friends hurt friends but they don't tell them where they have gone wrong and embarrass them by telling their mistake to the public.

This is not what I call real friends.

If you really think that is annoying , just tell me. You no need to take the trouble to tell it out to the whole world.

I rather you hurt me by telling it to me personally not privately.

Don't judge a book by it's cover.

Sad :(

Bye bye.

nothing

2009-08-10T05:19:00.000-07:00

Seriously, I don't know what was I writing ( the last post ) So anyway ... some things did happened today .

First of, I know that YV is not going to splash me anymore XP

Second , my marks was not so bad as I expected

Third , Pn Siew changed places again , actually Sze Ee sit with Si Ven wan.... good thing they didn't ... MUAHAHAHA.........

Fourth, boring...quite boring.. stopping piano this month I guess ? HAHA... cos last 2 weeks also don't have class...

Fifth , bought new books last Sat

A new book coming out.. sounds like a song's name :

幸福的味道

默默在发酵

浓浓化不掉

该如何抓牢

心跳

感觉得到

你给的好

风太静

牵挂的雨

一靠近

那些真实过去在梦里清晰

杯子倒影有个你

一眸一笑注定如影随形

幸福的味道怎么忘得了

回忆要学习痛过就微笑

如果幸福的味道想了也难了

转眼就梦到再一次也好

想要紧紧拥抱你给的好。。。

铁了心

煞了风景

当朋友

一切都过去明天就别怀疑

你要比我更爱自己

不让遗憾在未来活下去

Repeat***

啦...啦...啦...啦...啦...啦...啦...啦...啦...啦...啦...啦...啦...啦...

幸福的味道

默默在发酵

浓浓化不掉

该如何抓牢

烦恼忘掉烦恼

如何幸福的味道

就这样忘了

就算后来一次又一次的寻找

心跳

感觉得到

你给的好

第一章

2009-08-07T19:35:00.000-07:00

作者：古灵
凌晨，天才刚蒙蒙亮，司琪两眼打开，醒了。她瞥一下手表，四点多，还有时间再睡一下回笼觉，可惜她没有这种懒人习惯，唬一下跳下床，动作迅速的换上运动休闲服，长发往上梳，整理背包，再到浴室去刷牙洗脸，然后进厨房准备早餐。准五点半，司三姊踏入餐厅，惊讶的发现丰盛的早餐已在餐桌上冒着腾腾热气，奇怪了，今天不是轮到她做早餐吗？她纳闷的探头进厨房……果然是小妹，后者正在清理流理台。 “昨天才开始放暑假，今天就这么早起床，这是另类庆祝法吗？” “醒了就睡不着了嘛，难不成叫我躺在床上发呆？”司琪头也不回地说。司三姊笑着进厨房帮忙，嘴里却说：“抢我的工作，我恨你！” “恨吧，恨吧，尽管恨吧，”司琪老神在在，宇宙崩溃都不怕。“这边的人有3A等级的防弹衣，才不怕！” “我用无坚不摧的DS弹穿透你的防弹衣！” “怕你啊，我用毁灭性罗兰导弹，让你瞬间灰飞烟灭！” “没什么了不起，我可以启动CAS战斗机部队……” “我有F-117隐形轰炸机部队……” 姊妹俩电脑游戏玩得太过火，一大早就你来我往，又DS又导弹，又战斗机又轰炸机，轰轰烈烈的一起整理好厨房之后，再转换战场到餐厅，继续下一波帝国大反击。六点整，司大哥、二哥、小弟陆续现身，司家两姊妹早已先开动了。 “咦咦？今天是谁的生日吗？一大早就吃得这么高档！” 司大哥滴着口水迫不及待的落坐，筷子拿起来就往那锅香喷喷的红烧狮子头夹下去，司二哥更是怪叫不已。 “卯死了、卯死了，我最爱吃苦瓜风了！” “请等一下，”司小弟的筷子闪电般飞过去。“给我一半！” “闪边啦！” “喂，卡差不多喔，又不是只给你一个人的！” “你这小子，懂不懂尊年尚齿这句成语呀你！” “没听过，我们现在的国文程度超烂，成语到底是什么东西我不了，我只懂得嘴巴大就能多吃几个！” “可恶！” 司家的餐桌上总是战云密布、炮声隆隆，不是因为他们的感情不好，相反的，是太好了。虽然这五兄妹的年龄并不是很接近，恰恰好都相隔三岁，但五个人却几乎是同一个样，不是长相太相似，而是个性一模一样，从十六岁的司小弟弟到二十八岁的司家老大哥，不管是男或女，无论是谈吐作风、行为举止，全都一个样的乐观爽朗、幽默快活，了解其中一人就等于了解他们五兄妹所有人了。唯一不同的是年龄在他们身上造成的差异，但那也只有在某些特定时候才会出现，平常时候，他们都是一样的年龄，同一个等级——幼稚园等级。 “我要走了！”司琪起身，顺手把自己的碗筷拿到厨房去。 “才六点半耶！” “我想先慢跑几圈。” 拎了背包，朝仍在餐桌旁的人挥挥手，司琪便出门去了。 “今天轮到谁洗碗？” “……” 突然间，餐桌旁的人一溜烟不见，全都“慢跑”去了。＊＊＊凤鸣轩独家制作＊＊＊bbs.fmx＊＊＊住在永和的人都知道，福和桥下有个假日花市，每逢例假、连续假日、星期六日，花市里会排上满满的摊位，提供价廉物美的盆花、鲜花，各种园艺材料及艺品玉器等，不过对永和人而言，那儿更是早起运动的最佳场地。譬如司琪，她每天早上都会到福和桥下担任义务舞蹈老师，带领那些阿婆、阿嬷，阿婶、阿姨们跳土风舞，做减肥韵律操，再穿插教一些探戈、森巴、街舞等等，不过不能太复杂，不然那些老阿嬷们一定会断成一截截给她看。嗯，好久没跳街舞了，今天就来教几招新舞步吧！快步通过斑马线，跑上堤岸阶梯，越过空荡荡的早市摊位，再三两步跳下阶梯，司琪习惯性的先往河滨运动场望过去，早起运动的人还真不少，不过桥墩下的场地仍然没有多少人，半张熟脸孔也没有…… “嗨，早安。” “……早安。” 除了那个老是坐在墙边画画的男人。她不认识他是谁，只知道在大约三个多月前，他突然出现，每天总是比她早到，比她晚离开，既不运动也不和任何人搭讪，自顾自画画。而她之所以会特别注意他，并非因为他是美美的俊男或酷酷的帅哥，事实上，他相当不起眼，二十六、七岁，除了五官十分清奇，秀气得像女孩子之外，毫无半点吸引人眼光之处，任何视线扫到他那边绝不会多停留半秒钟。然而，就在他出现的第一天，当她好奇的多看他两眼时，不经意与他的眸子对上，只不过那么一眼，刹那间，她的心情沉重地摔落到谷底。自他眼中，她见到沉重到令人受不了的寂寞。其实寂寞的人到处都是，就连她偶尔也会寂寞一下，实在没什么大不了的，而且，寂寞就寂寞，有什么好沉重的？可是，他眼中的寂寞硬是让她感受到一股无以名之的沉重感。那种压得人喘不过气来的沉重感会使感受到他的寂寞的人也跟着心情沉重起来，然后那一整天，她的心情都在谷底像蚯蚓一样爬来爬去，怎样也High不起来。从那一刻开始，她就无法不注意他，因为好奇。然而，每当她尝试想接近他时，光是把目光移向他那边，他就会腼觍的垂下脸庞，不安的埋头猛摇画笔，不敢再抬起头来，那模样简直就像是害羞的国中小女生，害她接近的念头才刚冒出一个头，就忙着再装箱塞回仓库里去。她可不想让对方误以为她是专门诱拐无知少男的奇怪欧巴桑。不过，总是天天都见面，三个月来多少还是有点成果，只要她装作不经意的从他面前走过去，顺口说一声早安，他也会腼觍的回一声早安，但仅此而已，再多就没了。 “你……” 看吧、看吧，她只不过多说了一个字，他又低下头去猛画画不说，居然整个人转向另一边去了。算了，跑步吧！＊＊＊凤鸣轩独家制作＊＊＊bbs.fmx＊＊＊ “好，时间差不多了，各位阿婆，阿嬷、阿婶、阿姨们，今天教的新舞步，请不要明天就忘掉！” “我一定会忘记！” “好好好，我会重教，不过，阿婆，至少要记得一步吧？” “一步啊……第一步？” “哈哈哈，可以、可以，记得第一步就行了！” “那没问题。” “还有，请记住，要先做暖身运动，不要人一到就马上跳舞！” 交代完毕，司琪拍拍手，散场，回身收拾好卡拉OK伴唱机的电线，推到管理处办公室去借放，跟管理处的阿伯哈啦几句后便挥手道别，正想直接回家，眼角不经意扫到那个正在专心画画的男人，眼珠子一转，匆地咧出一抹贼贼的笑。之前为了上课，她总是时间一到就赶着走人，但现在放暑假了，她不必再赶上课，自然也不必急着走人，那就留下来多晃晃吧，至于晃到哪里呢？嘿嘿嘿…… 噙着顽皮的笑，她鬼鬼祟祟、偷偷摸摸的溜到那男人身后，小心翼翼的倾身往他的画本上凝目看去，想说欣赏一下他的旷古绝世大作，谁知才一眼她就愣住，再猛眨两下眸子，旋即很不客气的爆笑出声。 “搞屁啊，我以为你在画什么了不起的艺术杰作，原来是在画这个！” 她不但笑得很不给人面子，还一把抢过他的画本来，就地盘膝坐下，津津有味的一页页翻看，不时放出明朗的大笑声，很放肆，但也很悦耳。好半天后，她终于把整本都看完了，这才把画本还给他。 “真有一套，你是……呃？”她骤然收音，不可思议的盯住那男人。不敢相信，他在脸红耶，一个会脸红的大男人，稀有动物！ “请问你几岁了？” “……二十七。” “哇，是个大男人了呢！”司琪很夸张的惊叹道，再指指他的脸。“你知道你在脸红吗？” 红烧蹄膀霎时又多熟了好几分。“知……知道。” 她怔愣地看了他一会儿，忽又捧腹笑得比刚刚更夸张，眼泪都冒出来了。 “Mygod，我才十九岁都没红过脸，你一个二十七岁的大男人居然会脸红，可以列入濒临绝种生物名单了！” “我……我不习惯跟女孩子说话。” “是喔，那你一定是那种被父母哄在手心里的乖宝宝。”司琪一边擦眼泪，一边说。“我叫司琪，你呢？” “……文飏。” “太阳的阳？” “远飏的飏。” “原来是那个飏。”司琪喃喃道，再指指画本。“你是漫画家吗？” 没错，他画的不是素描，更不是什么艺术大作，而是漫画，类似四格漫画的诙谐小品，虽然他的画风相当男性化——他本来就是男人嘛，但以市面上的漫画书来比较，他的画可以称得上漂亮，甚至比女漫画家画得更精致。 “是曾经那么想过，不过，这只是个人嗜好，随便画画罢了。”文飏赧然道。 “可是你画得超棒啊！干嘛，你爸妈不准你画？真是，这时代就是有那么多父母喜欢勉强自己的儿女！其实每一行每一业都有奋斗的价值，为什么一定要界定某种职业才是好的呢？” “有时候，不是父母的因素，而是环境不允许你做选择。”文飏低喃。不是父母，是环境？什么环境？司琪一愣，张嘴想再问，但一瞬间，她又被悄然浮现于他眼中的寂寞打倒了，那张清秀得近乎清冷的容颜虽平静，却透着一股淡淡的无奈。 “呃，我说啊，既然你画的主角多半是我，是不是早就应该给我看看你的画了？”下意识，她立刻转开话题，因为不想看见他眼中的寂寞，太沉重了，她实在受不了。“啧，我的胸部真有那么大，腰有那么细吗？” 这话题转换的实在好，刷一下，文飏的脸又爆红，慌慌张张用手遮住画本上那个大胸脯细腰的“司琪”，还张开五指，却依然挡不住全部。 “司琪”的胸脯实在太大了。 “那……那只是我……呃，我很好奇，”他一脸尴尬，结结巴巴的解释。“在这里义务教舞的都是阿婆、阿嬷，或者三十岁以上的阿婶、阿姨，但你……你还那么年轻，为什么……为什么情愿花时间每天早上到这里来教那些老阿嬷跳舞？” 原来不只她对他感到好奇，他也对她感到好奇呢！ “你很好奇，所以才盯着我看？”司琪歪着脑袋问。 “对，好奇，我只是好奇！”文飏慌忙道，没注意到自己承认一直在盯着人家看。这个人肯定不适合做特务，要是被敌方捉到了，不必用刑他就会自动招供了。司琪暗笑不已，“其实以前是我妈妈在教的，寒暑假时她总是带着我来，从小看到大，不会也会了，大家也对我很熟，后来我妈妈……”顿一下。“在一年前车祸去世，我才代替她来教舞。” “真羡慕。”文飏轻轻叹息。 “羡慕跳舞？” “不，是羡慕你们能彼此交谈交友。” “你没什么朋友？”司琪问，心里一点也不奇怪，他看上去就是那种内向得不知如何交友的木头。 “没有，过去我太专注于工作了。” “那就一起来跳啊！”司琪热心的鼓励他来做她的学生。“如果你有注意到的话，也有不少年轻人跟我们一起跳舞喔！” 文飏露出苦笑。“你教的舞步动作太激烈了，我没办法应付。” 司琪狐疑的挑一下眉。“干嘛？难不成你有病？” “不是病，是……”文飏迟疑一下。“呃，总之，对我而言，动作太激烈的运动一律列为禁忌。” “这样啊……”她若有所思的注视他片刻，忽地拍拍他的肩。“不用羡慕。” “呃？” “没什么。对了，我好像从三个月前才开始看到你？”话头一转，讲到别的地方去了。 “三个月前我才搬到台北来。” “原来如此。”司琪恍然大悟。“你住哪里？一个人吗？” “我一个人住，住在……”文飏唇畔微漾起沉静的笑。“你家住十一号一楼，我住十二号二楼。” 司琪呆了呆。“款？我怎么不知道？”原来大家都是厝边！ “你总是那么精力充沛的忙忙碌碌，当然不会注意到我。”文飏淡淡道。“我倒是常常在阳台上看着你出门回家。” “啊……”司琪搔搔头发，不好意思的打了个哈哈。“我是知道十二号二楼都是租给人家的啦，不过没注意到房客是不是换人了，哈哈，原来三个月前换你了，歹势、歹势，没去跟你打个招呼！” “不，应该是我主动跟邻居们打招呼，可是……”文飏轻语。 “你不好意思？” 文飏赧然颔首，模样就像不好意思跟男生说话的小女生。司琪拍拍他的肩。“没关系、没关系，我会帮你跟邻居们讲一声，我们那一区都是二、三十年的老厝边，大家都熟得很，有事情都会互相帮忙，有好康嘛A到烧报，认识了包你有好处！” “呃，谢谢。” 见他愈来愈不好意思，双颊竟又泛出两抹淡淡的红晕，司琪忍不住又失声笑出来。 “拜托，这样也要脸红？你是不是被父母保护得太周到了？” 文飏沉默一下，悄然抬眸，双瞳中竟又浮现那沉重得教人难以忍受的寂寞。 “我的父母早就过世了，不过我叔叔和姑姑都非常疼爱我，就如你所说的，他们非常保护我，生活上的每一项细节，他们都尽可能为我设想到尽善尽美。还有我那些堂表兄弟姊妹们……” 他轻轻叹息。 “他们简直是把我捧在手心上呵护，宠到令人难以相信的程度，害我差点连最基本的生活都无法自理。刚开始自己生活时，真是有点手忙脚乱，幸好我还不算太笨，慢慢总算习惯了。” 既然亲人都那么疼爱他，他又为何如此寂寞？司琪差点脱口间出来，幸好及时吞回去，他们才刚认识，并不适宜问这种太深入的问题。“快九点了，你不用上班吗？”再一次，她很突兀的把话题转开，下意识想抹除他眼中的寂寞。 “不用，”文飏摇头。“我的身体出了问题，是到台北来休养的。” 原来他是从南部上来的，不过，到台北来休养身体……为什么听起来好像有哪里不太对头？司琪困惑地甩甩头。“所以你就每天闲闲无事到处乱晃？” “我没有到处乱晃，”文飏轻声辩驳。“早上我都在这里画画，中午回公寓，看书或者看电视，很少出门。” “好‘丰富’的生活，请问你是在品尝不食人间烟火的滋味，还是在闭关修练绝世武功？”司琪嘲讽的喃喃道。“真是废人！” 文飏瑟缩一下。“不然要我怎样？” “怎样啊？”司琪若有所思的盯住他半晌，两眼逐渐发亮，忽地猛跳起来，还顺手拉他，使他不得不跟着她起身。“我们走！” “到哪里？”文飏手忙脚乱的把画本和画笔放进袋子里。司琪没有回应他，也没再继续催促他，文飏不禁疑惑的低头看她，却见她以十分夸张的表情，慢慢的把视线从下徐徐往上拉。 “Shit，光看你这张比女孩子还清秀的脸，我还以为你应该跟我差不多高，搞不好比我还矮，没想到……”司琪瞪着大大的眼仰视他。“先生，以女孩子而言，一七四公分并不算矮，而你居然高我一个头！” “我堂哥比我更高！”文飏自卫似的冲口而出，把另一个更该死的人供出来，要杀就去杀那个家伙吧！ “是你“高高在上’的站在我面前，又不是你堂哥！”司琪没好气的说。 “我……我……” “你到底有多高？” “一九四，又不是我自己愿意长这么高的，我家的人都很高啊！”文飏委屈的呐呐道。“我三堂哥一九六，九表弟一八七，连五堂姊都有一八三，最矮的是一七八，可是他还在成长期，天知道会长到多高……” “够了！”司琪呻吟。“我二哥才一八一，还在那边很得意地说这附近没有人比他更高，现在我马上找一个比他更高的人给他看！” 文飏不知所措的看着她。司琪摇摇头，“算了，走吧！”拉住他的手——他马上又脸红了，快步走。 “到哪里？” “你租过漫画书吗？” “没有。” “我就知道，所以啦，我要带你去租漫画呀！” ＊＊＊凤鸣轩独家制作＊＊＊bbs.fmx＊＊＊文飏依然每天比司琪更早到福和桥下，不过他不再带画本，反而带着一整袋的少年漫画，司琪教舞，他就靠在墙边看得津津有味，运动结束，司琪就会过来和他一起闲聊五四三。这样十多天过去，司琪注意到文飏不再动不动就脸红了。于是，这日教舞结束后，司琪并没有立刻收拾伴唱机，反而放了另一首柔和的轻音乐，文飏讶异的抬眼看是怎么一回事，恰好见到司琪走到他面前，一本正经的邀请他。 “请问先生能陪我跳支舞吗？” 啪哒，漫画掉了，没想到她会来这一招，文飏顿时手足无措的涨红了脸。 “我……我跳得不是很好。” 真是的，以为他不会脸红了说！ “这种舞无所谓跳得好不好，只要会跟着音乐动就行了。”劝诱。 “可……可是……”犹豫。 “拒绝女性的邀舞是不礼貌的喔！”恐吓。 “我……我……好吧！”屈服。在司琪半哄诱半威吓的邀请三部曲之下，文飏只好硬起头皮牵起她的柔荑，另一手扶上她的腰，和她一起随着音乐缓慢的摇动。 “哇，你的手是冰的耶，你很紧张吗？” “……不紧张才怪！”文飏有点像小孩子赌气似的小声咕哝。她忍俊不住失笑。“为什么？因为我吗？你不可能从没和女孩子跳过舞吧？” “……有。” “既然有，现在为什么会这么紧张？” “……我比你更想知道。” 她哈哈大笑，“好吧、好吧，那我们随便哈啦一下转移你的注意力，也许你就不会这么紧张了。嗯……”想了一下。“对了，你什么时候开始画我的？”换句话说，他是什么时候开始盯住她看的？ “……从第一天见到你。” “哇！” “那……那不能怪我！”文飏嗫嚅地辩解。“我不相信你自己不知道，几乎所有男人一见到你就会盯住你看！” 她当然知道。从小到大不知有多少男生追她，邻居、同学、朋友、陌生人，压垮整座中正桥都没问题，星探拦路纠缠也是常事，还追到她家来呢，因为她很漂亮，不，更正，是十分漂亮，身材又超正点，司爸爸还坚持要她去学防身术以保护自己。不过她最迷人的地方并不是她的美貌或身材，而是她对生命的热忱、对服务的热心。她总是那么热忱的以助人为乐，无论谁请她帮忙，只要她能力所及，她必定帮忙帮到底，就算没有人请她帮忙，一旦被她看见了谁有麻烦，她也会主动凑上去帮忙，只要能帮上人家，不管有多辛苦都无所谓。如此热情的心，使她整个人就像是一把热情的火，灿烂又温暖。 “你认为我很漂亮？”司琪漫不经心的问。 “不，你很美！”文飏发自内心由衷赞誉。“尤其是当你拚命挖水沟弄得一身又臭又脏，只为了替邻家小弟弟找回心爱的胸章时，你很美！当你撑着伞在雨中整整等了三个多钟头，只因为邻居阿婶的狗跑出去了，她请你帮她在路口等，一看到狗就带回家时，你好美！还有当你硬背着拐了脚的老阿嬷回家，累得当街坐在地上喘气时，你更美！” 司琪失笑。“原来都被你看去了，真丢脸，我喘得跟狗一样流口水呢！” 文飏深深望进她的眼，看的是她的心，不是她的外表。“你很美！”他坚定的又重复了一次。她漂亮的外表吸引的是人们的目光，但她热情的心吸引的却是人们的心。司琪哈哈大笑。“你眼睛脱窗了，不然就是审美观念有问题，我最丑的时候，你竟然说我漂亮！” 不与她争辩，文飏带着她转了一圈，再问：“你为什么要我和你跳舞？” 司琪耸耸肩。“我想你只是被亲人保护得太过头，缺少和人沟通的经验，想说让你先习惯和人相处，等我开学后，要是有人找我去跳舞或KTV，我就可以带你去，让你自己去交朋友，这么一来，你就不会再……”本想说寂寞，话到嘴边又收回去。“无聊。” 总之，就是要帮他。 “又为什么要我看漫画？” “既然你现在不用上班，就可以做自己喜欢的事，譬如画漫画。不过在自己动手之前，你得先看看别人怎么画，如何构思、如何分镜等等，之后再自己做尝试，说不定将来有一天你真的能够成为漫画家呢！” 能够以自己的兴趣为工作，他就更不会寂寞了。 “你真的很喜欢帮助人。”文飏低喃。 “没办法，遗传基因作怪！”司琪滑稽的咧咧嘴。“十年前，当我弟弟开始上小学之后，我爸就离开我们了……” 文飏双眸睁了一下，司琪一看就知道他在想什么。 “请别自己编故事，谢谢！”她没好气的白他一眼。“我爸是加入‘无国界医生’行列，这是他最大的志愿：为那些苦难的人服务。而我妈则留在台湾照顾孩子，并为邻里的人服务，所以她才会到这边来教舞……” 每次提到妈妈，她脸上的光芒总是会稍微黯一下，但很快就恢复原状。 “还有我大哥，他是外科医生，二哥内科实习刚结束，等二哥退伍能够撑起养这个家的责任之后，大哥也要去找我爸；三姊专修国际法，我念的是公共卫生，也都是为了加入‘无国界医生’而准备。” “你们一家人真伟大！”文飏惊叹。 “哪里是伟大，只是尽我们所能去做，”司琪不以为然地踢回他的伟大。“这世界上有太多需要帮助的人，有人捐款、有人出力，我们选择出力，如此而已。” “但如果你们结婚了呢？” “那就要回到台湾来，依照爸爸的要求，先安顿好自己的家，等孩子上小学之后再回去，就像他一样。不然我们一定无法专心工作，孩子也会因为缺乏父爱或母爱而出现个性偏差。不能因为我们做的是正确的事，就期待孩子一定要谅解，那是最不负责任的想法。” “你爸爸是个很了不起的人。”文飏语出衷心的赞佩。 “那当然！”司琪得意洋洋的接受他的赞飏，再顽皮的对他眨一下眼。“瞧，我就说吧，现在你不是很自在了吗？” 文飏一怔，旋即惊恐的发现他已经不只是扶着她而已，他们根本是贴着身体跳舞，顿时骇得猛然推开司琪，使她登登登连退三大步，一时也被他的反应吓到了，满脸错愕。好半天后…… “唔，我看你需要多来几次特训！” ＊＊＊凤鸣轩独家制作＊＊＊bbs.fmx＊＊＊接下来的日子里，文飏不但要看漫画，还要陪司琪跳舞，直到他不会动不动就脸红，也不会推开她，能够很自然的跟她相处，整整花费了一个半月的时间。闭俗的男人真难搞！不过，在他习惯她的同时，她也对自己感到有点疑惑，向来她都不喜欢和同一个男生相处太久，单独出去玩顶多两、三次，一来是避免对方误会自己对他有兴趣，二来是她的确没兴趣。但在与文飏在一起的每一刻里，她却只想到要如何让对方放松，如何让对方尽快习惯自己，其他问题都不在她的思考范围之内，既不会考虑到对方会不会误会，也不会像过去那样，和男生出去玩个两、三回就开始觉得无趣。相反的，现在每当清晨出发到福和桥下的一路上，她都会觉得有点小兴奋，好像小学生在学校旅行的前一夜，那种满怀期待又有些紧张的兴奋。是因为她太积极想要帮他吗？ “今天还要跳舞吗？” “不，今天……”她牵起文飏的手，注意到他没有脸红，很好，有进步。“我要把你介绍给那些阿婆、阿嬷们。” “她们？”文飏困惑地让她牵着走。“为什么？” “我说过，要你习惯和人相处，这个人可不只我一个，是所有人。现在，你已经习惯我了，下一步就是其他人，慢慢的你就会了解和人相处其实并不是很困难的事。” 文飏的表情很奇怪，但没有再说什么，任由司琪把他丢进那群最高等级的野兽圈中，然后自己退开远远的，免得文飏向她求救。然而出乎她意料之外的，文飏竟然没有出现她预想中的狼狈窘境，身陷猛兽环伺的极恶险地，他不但不紧张，也不会脸红，更不会结巴，虽然多半都是他在听那些阿婆、阿嬷们呱啦呱啦的讲，不过他总是十分专注的聆听，唇畔挂着淡淡的笑，清秀的脸上一片沉静，丝毫没有局促不安的样子，偶尔一句话，总是博得阿婆、阿嬷们合不拢嘴的笑声。是怎样，他终于练成神功了吗？心头一片疑惑，当文飏自行脱身回到她身边时，她立刻提出质问：“文飏，你说你身体不好，不能跟我们一起跳舞，其实只是个借口对不对？” 文飏怔了怔。“我为什么要说那种借口？” “本来我以为是你太闭俗，不知道如何和别人相处，但现在看来……”她仰起脸，用指责的目光盯住他。“是你自己根本不想走出来接触其他人对不对？” “我从来没有说过我不知道如何和别人相处。”文飏慢吞吞地说。 “所以是你自己不想走出来接触其他人罗？” “也不是。” “那是为什么？”司琪丝毫不放松的继续追问。“为什么你总是自己一个人在那边画画，又不肯和我们一起跳舞？”想帮他，非得找出真正的障碍在哪里不可。 “因为……”文飏咳了咳，双颊有点赧红。“我想专心画你。” 司琪呆了一呆。“专心画我？” 文飏颔首。“至于我不和你们一起跳舞，真的是因为我的身体不好。” “是吗？” “真的，我发誓！” 看他认真的表情，好像不是骗她的，可是她也看不出他的身体到底不好在哪里，事实上，他虽然瘦了一点，但看上去相当健朗，实在不像身体不好的人，那么，他究竟为什么要骗她呢？两天后，她才知道文飏是真的身体不好，不是骗她的。＊＊＊凤鸣轩独家制作＊＊＊bbs.fmx＊＊＊暑期虽然是学生最渴望的假期，但也不可能天天从早玩到晚，就算不缺吃喝玩乐的“经费”，自己也会玩腻，所以很多学生都会趁暑假去打工赚零用钱，不缺钱的就赚经验。往年暑假司琪也会去打工，但今年为了帮文飏交朋友，她没有去打工，于是就多出了许多无聊的空档，只好到处找人问需不需要她帮忙，即使如此，也不可能随时都有人需要帮助。譬如这天下午，她就找不到人让她发挥鸡婆功，只好窝在家里啃指甲，不到三分钟就闲得快抓狂，于是跑到邻居家硬要替他们家的狗洗澎澎，不过把狗弄干就不属于她的工作范围之内了，眼见邻居家那三个顽皮的小鬼满客厅追着狗跑，洒得满地都是水，台风没来，他们家已经淹水了。不干她的事！她暗忖，赶紧退到门口，远离侏罗纪战场，就在这时，她听到天际传来一阵雷鸣，十秒后，倾盆大雨就刷的一下落下来了。下意识的，她再退出两步到阳台探头看雨下得究竟有多大，不经意瞧见巷子口那头淋着雨跑来一个人，特高的个子，瘦削的身材，不用猜，是文飏，他手上还拎着一个租书店的塑胶袋，八成是去租漫画，回来时恰好碰上这场雷阵雨。她并没有想到要拿伞下去给他，因为他再跑几步就到家了。不意就在他家门前两步，他猝然一个踉跄跌下去，一手撑在地上，一手揪住胸口站不起来了。见状，司琪毫不犹豫的开门撞出去，三阶并作两阶跳下楼，打开大门冲出去。咦？没人？惶急间，她看到十二号楼下的大门是开着的，立刻拔腿冲进去，果然见到文飏就在楼梯间，半躺在一个人怀里喘息，一个跟文飏一样高挑的男人。 “深呼吸，阿飏，深呼吸！” 她马上跑过去跪在文飏身边，焦急的问：“他怎么了？” 那男人飞快的瞄她一下，“发作了，他不应该跑步的。”然后把文飏挪进她怀里。“帮忙抱一下。” 她抱紧了文飏，眼看他痛苦的喘着气，满头冷汗，她有点心慌，还有点心痛。 “不需要给他吃什么药吗？” “不需要，”那男人说，从怀里掏出一个扁平的盒子打开，拿出一支针筒和药瓶，“只要让他平静下来休息十分钟到二十分钟就可以恢复，不过……”把药瓶里的药水汲入针筒内，“之后他最好能卧床休息一天。”扔开药瓶，将针筒戮入文飏的手臂。“这个可以让他尽快恢复。” “他究竟是什么病？” “他没有病。” “咦？可是他……”她疑惑的低头看文飏。“他这……这是……” “他只是身体不好。”那男人一边收拾药瓶和针筒，一边漫不经心的回答她。司琪还是不太明白，不过这时候她终于注意到眼前的男人似乎和文飏很熟，还直呼阿飏。 “你是谁？” “邵风，文飏的七表哥。”他无奈的叹息。“阿飏坚持要自己一个人住，可是大家都不放心，所以就派我在暗中盯住他，果然他又发作了。不过这样也好……” “又发作了哪里好？”司琪脱口问。邵风没有回答她，兀自望着文飏微笑。“你没忘记约定吧，阿飏？只要发作一次，你就不能拒绝我和你住在一起。” 司琪愕然低眸，这才发现文飏已恢复平静，他缓缓睁开眼，苦笑。 “我就猜到是你在跟着我，七哥。” “你自己一个人住，没有人放心得下呀！”说着，邵风小心翼翼的将文飏扶起来。“站得起来吗？” 文飏闭了闭眼。“可以。” 邵风和司琪一起将文飏撑起来，然后把文飏的手臂挂上他肩头，司琪扶着文飏另一边。 “可以上楼吗？” 文飏咬咬牙。“可以。” 好不容易把文飏扶上二楼，他一躺上床就睡着了，司琪在床边盯着他看了好一会儿。 “原来他真的不能做激烈运动。”她喃喃自语。 “你以为他骗你的？” “呃？”司琪回头，不好意思的发现自己竟然忘了邵风的存在，“啊，对啊，我以为他是骗我的呢！”她坦承，一边尾随邵风离开文飏的卧室，两眼瞪着前方那根竹竿，怀疑他是不是常常撞到门楣。 “啧，他说他家的人都很高，看来也不是骗我的！” 邵风笑了。“我只有一九0，比阿飏矮。” “不过你比他粗犷多了。” “他长得像他妈妈，一个秀秀气气的苏州小姐。” 邵风迳行转入厨房——没有撞到头，司琪也跟在后面进去。 “我说啊，你们不觉得保护他保护过头了吗？就算他父母双亡比较孤单，可是他都二十七岁了，早该独立生活了！” 邵风回眸注视她，眼神奇异，透着某种不可解的含义。 “哪天有机会你可以问问他，他爸爸是如何去世的，如果他肯告诉你的话，你就会明白为什么我们会这么保护他。” “可是你们感觉不到他很寂寞吗？”司琪愤慨地抗议。“你们这样保护他，把他的生活局限在一个安全但寂寞的圈子里，使他交不到任何朋友，你们不觉得他很可怜吗？” “我们当然知道他很寂寞，可是……”邵风叹息，哀伤的。“你错了，他不是因为你所认为的因素而感到寂寞。” “那是什么？” “他爸爸的去世。” 又是他爸爸的死！ “究竟是……” “别问我，那种事只有阿飏有资格告诉你。” 话落，邵风迳自开火煮稀饭，开冰箱拿鸡蛋拿肉丝，不再理会她，气得司琪直瞪眼。好，他不说是吧？没关系，她会去问文飏，不相信那会有什么不好说的，除非他爸爸是被谋杀、暗杀…… 不会吧？

These days..

2009-08-07T07:33:00.000-07:00

Keep feel like vomiting ! Suspect I got H1n1.. choi choi choi !!!!!!!
So not fun these days.... just got scolded from my mum.... Geography lorh... SUCKS !
This August test so hard... one thing fun is splash water on Yi Xuan only..
Don't splash water on me I tell you guys , Yi Vian's mum will not fetch me back one ... Happy hor ? Yi Vian ? AND , stop opening the locked bathroom door , you pervert. :D

Tagging people is so fun... :)
Tagged some people on Facebook... Nothing to do..
SAD SAD ..... BM less than 70 and my mum kick me to another tution ...This tution stupid enough but not boring ... still wanna change tution ah ? Change urself LA . :P

Boring life at home AND at school ... Hope some fun will come back if I be crazy again lol
Shouted very loud in school seeing Sze Ee's ( you know who ) nearby , I am so loyal :)

Bye Bye

Last day of exams.

2009-08-06T07:03:00.000-07:00

YAY !!! WOOHOO !!! FREEDOM !!! Almost..still have september test ! :(
Anyway , HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YI XUAN !!!!
It was Yi xuan's birthday today and we splashed water on her. How fun . Haha.
Art was OK . Moral was easy . Science was Unsure .

Exmas - Day (2)

2009-08-05T06:35:00.000-07:00

DAMN SHIT THIS TIME>
BM - Super Hard ( All tembak )
Chinese - HARD ( Some tembak )
English - Never expected...
Geography - BYEBYE~

HELP !!! MORAL I STUDY VERY HARD ORH... haven't studied science yet :D Going to...

Exams - First day

2009-08-04T05:16:00.000-07:00

Today exam !!!! First day was OK .
Subject : KH , Sejarah , Maths .

KH ... As I know , it's easy..... COS I have glanced through my KH exercise book and I forgot 1 thing....

Sejarah - Didn't study : Prepare to fail Got study : Pass with flying colours. In the middle : Same situation with me.

Maths : How tricky.... 2 questions I just did the night before ... and sigh ... Some people didn't managed to finish...

Anyway , saw a bug in my fridge , didn't care anyway ... My dad is so disgusting ...
He got a lump or something on his back and he planned to get it off , and he told me today , when he passed a clinic , Ng & Ng , he WENT IN AND CUTTED IT OFF PLUS A DOZEN OF NEEDLES POKING INTO HIM . =.= He should go to the hospital , duh ~ dunno what to say

Tomorrow Geography , hope I still remember Bab 8 , Protect me , God .
Oh YEAH ~ and ringkasan , Lets just hope I don't get 4 marks again or I will really have to change tuition....

My wishlist ( Pet Society) This week

2009-08-02T18:07:00.000-07:00

Going nuts over Pet Society ! When it comes to Monday , I will go to Pet Society's blog first to check out the new things ! Look down , the things I want !!!

Ha ... if you play Pet Society , you will see all the things up there ...

(TWS) = This Week Special.

Luminous Pet Angel Statue & Luminous Paw String Light & Chamelion - Cash shop

No WAY !!!!!!!!! I am going to buy things from Cash Shop .... It's only a dream..... You have to use real money to buy ... :(

Luminous Large & Small string light - Gadget Shop

I want to earn a huge amount of money before I buy that ....

Marpet Statue ( TWS ) - Hmm... depends wheter I wanna cash out 3000 coins...

Pet X09 Keyboard , Pet X09 monitor , Pet X09 Mouse - Gadget

All in a good time..

Chocolate Party Cake , Stawberry Birthday Cake , Pet Birthday cake (TWS) - I will buy the (TWS) this Sunday.

Pink ribbon, rink rose decor , pink tea light ( alll TWS ) - :( ... why all pink things are TWS ??

Everything seems impossible in Pet Society , if only I have a million coins .....

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

COME ON ! as if I will win .. Haha...

Ok , going to play Pet Society now :)

SICK

2009-07-31T17:44:00.000-07:00

I'm sick .

HAIYO !!!!!! You sick already go to school for what ?! Now , I sick ... :(
Never mind... didn't do anything last night .. :D BUT , dinner was KFC last night ... and I was watching drama on AEC !!!!! Then , I go home and said : HEY ! I think I sick already.....

Anyway , wanted to upload my blog one . Then later my mum will scold me .
About the senamrobik yesterday , I didn't do anything . Just stood there and watch .
Then the teacher said we are better than the boys ... We can go first . =.=
Whatever

PS : I think my English sucks today , maybe I am feeling sick.

I Hate you

2009-07-30T07:56:00.000-07:00

Don't think you are so big ,
Don't keep flirting with people , makes me wanna puke .
Don't simply scold innocent people ,
Many people hate you ,
you are a LOSER.

THIS SPOILS MY MOOD !!!!!!!!!!!! Gr...........

Sze Ee !!! Get better !!! Your beloved will worry !!! ( opposite house ) YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN .

Anyway , I am trying to change already !! It's not fair to hate me when I didn't did anything to you !!!! I am not self pitying , but this is what I think . If I didn't do anything to hurt you , there's no reason for you to hate me. I know I am ugly , but , look at your self in the inner side . You may look beautiful on the outside . But your personality sucks.